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ok gonna vent a bit here ...
I gave you my heart & you rejected it ... you made me believe you were interested in me but i really shoul have known better ... you always had time for everyone else but me you always made an effort to call or text everyone else but me & then said you were always busy working ... you also chose any other guy over me while telling me i was the one in your heart ... well it took a while but i am finally over you ... hope you have happiness with your new love ... dont be surprised if i back off even more than i had before ... you were just another waste of my time
now another one ... you told me when you started dating him youd still talk to me but surprise surprise that ws a lie ... so ill be cordial if we meet up here buti reall could care less about you now that your true colors were revealed
i tore my heart open & sewed my self shut, my weakness is that i care too much ... & that somethin i gotta stop
OK so this is directed at someone who is gonna remain nameless ... we started talking got a lil close, the you dumped me for someone else, but swore youd still talk to me even though you were in a relationship, They turned out to be a lying asshole. Then i text you & you didnt even remember who i am. well FUCK YOU, you bitch.
Wow...Learned something from someone who has been a mutual friend to both of us...I guess I just should have never bothered, either in the beginning, since you rarely had time to communicate(I ALWAYS made time for you), or after that 1 incident because you were never interested...& now I learned that you were ever only gonna consider me just a friend...You always made me feel like I had a REAL CHANCE WITH YOU...but it was a lie...I just wish you would have just said that but you didn't...WHY ?...were you afriad you would lose me as a friend ?...what do you think, I'm a shallow ? that just cause I LIKE YOU/AM INTERESTED IN YOU/WANT TO BE W/ YOU, that if you turn me down I'm just gonna be like a lot of the other guys on here & get all butt-hurt & stop being friends w/ you ?...I may have backed off a bit, but I would always stay friends w/ you...I guess you arent who you portrayed yourself to me... Oh Well such is life...& Just So You, that QUESTION I asked you; You are the 1st, LAST & ONLY ONE that I will EVER ASK IT OF... So Thanks for destroying my heart...This Is Why I AM DONE W/ DATING ANY MORE...NO ONE IS EVER GONNA GET MY HEART AGAIN
OK. So I finally have realized that I was never more than 'potential' option...never meant to be anything more than someeone you flirted w/ when others were not around or available to you. & you are a flirt & a user & a player in everysense of the word. i guess when you told me that you regarded all men as abusers due to the fact that you had been abused. & i guess you feel that since you were mistreated it gives you the right to mistreat others. So you want to continue the cycle of...good girl get screwed over by bad guy, so you become a bitch & screw over a good guy, to the point where he becomes a bad boy & screws over a good girl...& so on & so on. Well, I am staing now I will never become a bad guy & do that ...because I'm NEVER gonna bother getting involved in that way w/ anyone ever again. I AM DONE!!!
I have been thinking a lot lately (the past month/month & 1/2) about all the stuff you said to me in sb, yim, txts & in the rare phone conversations. Why did you lie to to me the whole time??? Do you get some preverse pleasure out of it? Thinking to yourself, "Oohh he's an idiot & says he loves me, i can maniplulate him & play w/ his feelings & heart...Muuuuaaahhhaaaaahhaaaa!!!" You had to be lying the whole time. But if, on the off chance you weren't Why did you not even give me a real chance w/ you? What is WRONG W/ME ? That you didnt even give me a chance. you once told me you trusted me...so WTF. Or is the truth that You NEVER GAVE A DAMN ABOUT ME & just figured you could use me to your advantage!!!
I'm so done w/ the games. I REALLY, SERIOUSLY NEED to just stop. I never get anywhere, am always relegated to the friend zone. I QUIT TRYING TO GET ANYWHERE. NO MORE NEVER AGAIN WILL I EVER GIVE MY HEART TO SOMEONE, BECAUSE IT IT NOW OFFICIALLY DEAD. For ME, I'm JUST soooo tired of being the universes chew toy...given little glimmers of hope & then being told 'oh nope sorry, that would make you really happy; so you cant have that. LOVE...It's never worth the pain that you feel. :( :-( (bh)
JUST SAW SOMETHIN THAT PROVES TO ME THAT EVERYTHING YOU EVER SAID TO ME WAS NOTHING BUT A LIE....WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO THAT TO ME?? I WISH I HAD NEVER RESPONDED TO YOU WHEN YOU APPROACHED ME...THEN I NEVER WOULD HAVE FALLEN FOR YOU & WOULD NEVER HAVE GIVEN YOU MY HEART & SOUL, WHICH YOU CHOSE TO THROW AWAY LIKE SO MUCH GARBAGE... THANK YOU VERY MUCH & I WISH YOU NOTHING BUT MISERY THROUGH THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. I HATE YOU & HIM </3 (h )
Why do we as people have such a need/want to over-complicate things? If things that you are feeling feel real, then maybe you should just go w/ that. They always say that you 1st instinct/gut feeling is always the best 1. That's probably why so many relationships FAIL. Instead of being straight up & honest some people; either do to having been hurt previously or some sick sense of needing to control others; lie & say things that they really never meant or as i have said previously LACKED THE GUTS TO SAY WHATS REALLY ON THEIR MIND. JUST BE HONEST W/ OTHERS & DON'T LEAD PEOPLE ON.
OK so here i stand all alone (again)...tired of hearing things said that people either never really meant; or if they did mean them at 1 time why couldnt they either stick to what they said or just let someone know PERSONALLY that feelings changed & maybe even why they changed. Just so the other party can have closure. SMH
