S1K in the Head Parts's blog: "Random shit I'll make songs eventually"

In my own special way, I was humming some In Flames while listening to Fingereleven on random, and totally got inspired. Very moody song, but I dig it. Trying to diversify my versing and add a little vagueness :D

I drift on this sea of trying to be brave
Dying as I'm waiting for the ocean to save me from the waves
Everything seems to fall apart on me as I wait
And all I wanted, needed, bled for was to just make it okay

When nothing is right end everything's wrong, how do you reconcile?
How do you take nothing and make it all that you need?
I keep trying and dying and fighting, but I can't quite figure out
Just what makes right and brings light when there's nothing left of me
(and I drown)
Nothing left of all I could be
(and I drown)
I guess I'm just a waste after all
(and I drown as I)

I drift on this sea of trying to be brave
Dying as I'm waiting for the ocean to save me from the waves
Everything seems to fall apart on me, but I'll wait
All I wanted, needed, bled for was to just make it okay
(and I drown)
It's all adding up, red and disgusted with myself entire
Can I take this nothing of me and make it enough?
Maybe I'm just not seeing the forest of trees building the pyre
Maybe it's time to surrender, when there's nothing left to give up
(and I drown)
Nothing left of all I could be
(and I drown)
I guess I'm just a waste after all
(and I drown, I drown, I drown, I drown and I)

I think it's a waste of time to move on
(and I drown)
When behind is just as lost as the clouds
(and I drown)
Nothing is the same but never changing
(and I drown)
And I give up, I surrender to it now
(and I drown, and I drown, and I drown, and I drown as I)

I drift on this sea of trying to be brave
All I wanted, needed, bled for was to just fake it okay
Everything falls apart on me, but I'll just wait
Dying as I'm waiting for the ocean to save me from the waves
(and I drown)
Nothing left of all I ever pretended to be
(and I drown)
I guess I was just a waste after all
(and I drown)
I guess I was just a waste after all
(and I)