Waiting here
For nothing at all
Lifes on still
Look at that
Thats all there is
point and laugh
Funny to see
Someone like me
Out here like this
Out there
Alone
point and laugh
Point your crooked little finger
Laugh your broken laugh
Broken like me
Spit your blood out
The blood from your veins
Life rejected by you
Watch me break you
Break you down
Like you deserve
Like you did to me
Watch me drain your blood
Drink it fast
Clench my thirst
To break you
Grin your stupid broken smile
Watch your life spew out of you
Spew into me
Filling my life back up
Giving me what I lost to you
I want it all back
I'll suck it out of you
Watch me as I sit here
Waiting for my time
My time to laugh and point
The time is almost here
You life is almost gone
Give me back mine
Give me back mine
The time is here, this time
I'll point and laugh
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Submission that's what I felt.
When I gave into your lies and trails of bull shit.
Pain is what I felt when you stabed me in the back.
Betrayal is what I got when you kissed her goodnight.
Honestity is what I gave when you would not.
Sanity is what I kept when I found out who you wanted to be with.
Understanding is what I had when you got with her.
Forgivness is what I gave to you when you did not deserve it.
Kindness is what I give you even though I do not feel it.
Friendship is what I give to you now though you don't deserve it.
And Peace is what we'll keep even if it means
that there will be none in me.
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as I sit here.
I wait for you to appear.
I think of you.
and in antisipation of what I might hear.
as I sit here I know who you are.
you are my love my salvation my friend.
I know you will come.
as you always have I know you will come.
I know you will help me with my daily bouts.
as I sit here I try to think of how much I mean to you and if you even care.
and as I sit here I have my doubts.
waiting is nerve wrecking, I've done this too much .
and as I sit here I think I know .
how much you really care.
but as always I'll sit here and wait .
because I'll always wait for you no matter what