Well, today, I planned to go hang out w/ Adam after he got off work, and the girls were wanting to see him and hang out with him... so we planned to take them to the play place and just hang out and what not... well his cousin had come into town (and he had just told me earlier in the day that he didn't feel like goin' out with him...) Well, sure enough, right after Adam got off work, plans changed... and I wasn't so mad about him changing the plans, as I was mad because it let the girls down.... and Lexi was seriously CRYING over it... I mean, seriously... do you have any idea how that made me feel?!?!? I mean, i felt soo bad... she was crying and kept saying "adams house" cuz, well, thats what lexi says... and then tash pops off saying that he didn't wanna hang out with them. And like, I'm GLAD he got to spend time w/ his cousin, cuz I KNOW he hadn't gotten to see him, but adam KNEW he was coming to town, and KNEW he wanted to hang out, then made plans with me and the girls anyways, then blew us off... like, i can deal with it... but seriously... how fucking right is that? They are too young to understand all that... I tried to explain to them he hadn't seen his cousin in a while and wanted to see him, but still tash took it as, he didn't want to see them... So you have no idea how upset i am right now... oh well. Thats part of life.... this is why i should have KNOWN not to involve my kids in some other guy's lives, because men with out kids just dont get it...
