Cannabal Lecter's blog: "Random bloggishness"

Interesting title isn't it. Well it is very right on the numbers though... Life is a treadmill of fuck you's.

First example, been looking at a car, an older car, my dad lives by the guy so he took it for a test drive, he liked it said it ran great, the owner drove the car 3 times last week, even filled the tank. So I go over there on Saturday before the housewarming party to buy the car most likely, and it won't start. Fuck you Jason, the car hates you.

Second example, Wisdom teeth were bugging me, hada bad moler too, so I had them all pulled out, wonderful weekend let me tell you, but hey it happens we all go through it right. So I had this obnoxious ringing in my middle ear, only had it happen before from a bad tooth before, so I am thinking great this will take care of that. Fuck you Jason, $300.00 later, still ringing in my ear.

So this is the treadmill of fuck you's, you go to work every day to a job that most of us hate, you work people who you find annoying or just plain idiotic at times, and wonder why the hell do I do this? Oh yea the money, am I the only person that dreads pay day sometimes? It's the day you realize how litle money you actually make after benefits and taxes, which of course will go up now to pay for the debt. Thank you politicians, maybe you could get in another 3 wars and put the final nail in the coffin.

So once again a random rant at odd times jsut to make you wonder if I need drugs... and I do... a bowl, and my bong, and maybe a beer.

Canna

So, I recently set out to prove a point to myself, that fubar, and 90% of the so called friends I and everyone else ahve on it, only notice if you got bling, and notice I put 90% I have found a few wonderful friends on fubar that I wouldn't change for the world or trade for millions of dollars. but...

Amazing right after you purchase that god mode bling, and you look at the blue circle with the lightning bolt and wonder... wtf happened to the cross? Probably some religious freak bitched and moaned until it got changed... but anyway, I remeber saying to myself do I really, really want to spend this money on this? And that is the biggest thing to me, this is actual money that I could be shoving in my pocket and scratching my nuts with, but hey I bought it, I was cool with it, and I set out to have my fun.

And i was right, the minute I turned it on, my bar tab lit up again like it used to all the other times, and I was liked, and I was rated, and I ahd beggers in my shout box, "I am close to levelling will you bomb me" ... the only thing going through my head is... "who are you and why do I care"... then after the first round of bombing my family and friends that actually come to my page everyday, god I hope them all, I start looking on the screen and bombing randomly, and I admit it I did it too.. I was bombing god modes, and autos mostly... so I am a hyprocrit sometimes, but none of the family had bling running so that was 45 people that got normal bombs, that should equal it out somehow.

Then the most amazing thing happened, I saw all these colorful names in my SB, can I be in you r family for your gm? o you really need more rates that bad? So a couple of them I put in, and gave them grief in the shout box... I was enjoying handing out grief to people, like the people that sb for bombs after I put in my status not to, I bombed them, and pimp slapped them. But hey look I'm popular I am being liked I made top 200 two days in a row, I was so happy, you know that short term happiness, like you get after you cough off a good bong hit.

So Jason, what's the point? Why the stupid ass name on the blog? That oh right, I had some credits left over, ran a couple boomies, and again, i was liked :D Yea! about 1/3 as much as the god mode... 8 hours versus 24ish... I am good with math... oh yea...lol... but once again, 90% of people that rate you when you have bling on, won't come back when you don't.

So seeing how I don't have a disposable income, or a second job to support my fubar habit... I even quit smoking and fubar is still more expensive lmao... I guess I will live with the 10% of the real people on fubar, the minute my god mode expired I removed those that asked to be in my family, then I removed some people that I added on for it because I felt I owed them for all there help, and they were at least appreciative that they were in the family and thanked me several times, something I can't say for colorful people.

So I guess it turly is I am out for myself around here. So I am tired of spending my money, and other peopel pending there money on me... I guess I can handle being white for a while, at least I can rate 10 whopping 11's... but I want to have fun all the time, not just when I am buying, and going around rating boomies so I get rated seems like masterbation to me, and masterbation lost its fun years ago...

Some random thoughts, in a random blog.