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The Dark One's blog: "Ramblins"

created on 06/06/2007  |  http://fubar.com/ramblins/b89167

The End...

I soar on wings of broken dreams, & heed the facts as mere warnins... I hurt the 1s who love me most, Then wonder y I can't get close. I c the beauty n ur eyes, & silently I wonder y... We can't get closer than we r, Y gradually we drift apart. I loved u more than words could say, & could not go a single day... Without the beauty of ur voice, Echoin with words of choice. I longed 2 have u here with me, 2 have u near so u could c... How much I loved & how much I cared, How love that deep was truly rare. How much I longed 4 happiness, Compared 2 mine urs was less... & even tho I am worthless, My love 4 u, I did confess. The world round comes crashin down, I can't reach; I'm tied & bound... If u loved me u would care, & rescue me from this despair. Save me from my mind's worst fears, Dam the river of my tears... Make some effort just 2 help, B4 I snap & hurt myself. B4 I snap & hurt the 1s, Who loved me 1st & not 4 fun... Who love me when I'm sick & ill, & though I hurt them, love me still. Tho I always screw things up, They'll always come 2 lift me up... They'll always love me & they'll care, When life is rough & not fair. When girls like u take my heart, Rip, smash, & tear it apart... & walk me thro a livin hell, Where nothin is good & nothin is well. Where I remind myself how bad, Things can get when I'm sad... I always seem 2 end up hurt, & then somehow end up a jerk. I don't c how that could b true, When all I wanted was 4 u... 2 tell me that u loved me 2, So I know what I must do. I am breakin up with u, & breakin my whole life n 2... & even tho I don't want 2, It is somethin I must do. Don't come round & don't call, Don't even bother me @ all... Don't tell me that ur sad 2day, U were goin 2 anyway.

Me

I have felt the dagger, Slide clean n2 my heart. I have fallen 2 the ground, & there I lie.. I awaken & look round... I gather up the peices, Of who I was & look @ each 1... Carefully, analytically & without emotion... What do I keep? What do I throw away? Slowly & slowly, I create a self that I want 2 b, & who I was dies... As Who I am comes alive.

What Bout Raven?

My name is straight from the dark, gothic world of Edgar Allen Poe... conjurin up unsettlin images of fear & misery. I am cloaked n mystery, hidin not only behind the long, stringy hair that covers my face, but behind layers of deception. Deep hatred & distain 4 virtually every1, everything round me... a love 4 brutality & violence. Raven, never flittin, still is sittin, still is sittin on the pallid bust of Death, just above ur chamber door; My eyes have all the seemin of... a demon's that is dreamin, the lamp-light over me streamin, throws my shadow on the floor; My soul from out that shadow... that lies floatin on the floor, shall b lifted... NEVERMORE!!!
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