scare's blog: "FALLING STAR"

I FIND MYSELF HERE AGAIN.......... LOST IN THE DARK OF A SWEET NIGHTMARE.... STANDING HERE IN THE GARDEN OF STONES AND STATUES AGAIN..... I LOOK AT THE VASTNESS OF ENDLESS HEADSTONES...... A LONELY COLD FEELING CREEPS UP..... EYES OF EMOTIONLESS FACES UPON, SADNESS FALLING FROM THEIR EYES..... I STROLL THROUGH THIS DEPRESING GARDEN.... SUCH A HORRORFYING DELIGHT..... THE ERIE SOUND OF THE CHURCH TOWERS BELLS ECHOING IN THE DISTANCE,,MIDNIGHT..... IM STRICKEND WITH THE REGRET OF THE LOSS OF ANOTHER... A BEAUTIFUL LIFE COMING TO AN END..... HER BLOOD ON HER OWN HANDS...... IM ODDLY DRAWN TO THIS THIS PLACE OF MY CREATION..... GUIDED BY THE SITE OF A FALLING STAR..... DEEP INSIDE THE SHATTERNG OF A BROCKEN HEART.... I FIND MYSELF HERE,, UNDER THIS OLD OAK..... SEEING THE GHOST OF THE PAST BEFOR ME....... FOUR GRAVES FOR FIVE HEADSTONES....... I KNELL BESIDE THIS FREASHLY DUG GRAVE....... ONLY TO FEEL THE PAIN...... I WASNT THEIR WHEN SHE NEEDED ME THE MOST..... I CANNOT CRY FOR HER..... FOR WHAT SHE HAS DONE.... CLINCHING THE PAIN,,,REFUSING TO LET IT GO..... I CAN HEAR THE VOICE OF A DARK ANGEL...... AS HER ARMS STRETCH OUT FOR ME....... HER WORDS BRINGING TEARS TO MY EYES..... I KNOW WHAT SHE SAID IS TRUE...... IM NOT TO BLAME,,,I COULD DO NOTHING...... ITS HARD TO LET GO....... IM STILL HELD IN HER COLD EMBRACE..... I CAN FEEL THE WANT IN THIS PLACE...... THE PRESENTS OF FOUR,,,CRYING FOR A FIVE..... IM NOT READY TO LEAVE THIS PLACE.... THE GHOST OF MY PAST BEFOR ME.... FOUR OF THE FIVE HAVE FALLEN..... THE STRONGEST OF THEM ALL..... I HAVE A NEW LIFE NOW....... THEY WOULD WANT IT THIS WAY..... SCAE U LATER