1) wedding was fast, like 30 min fast and the reception SUCKED! never have a live band, EVER
2) jess and i talked about chris...now he aint leavin from my mind...yes i do still miss him. we never had any closure so i guess i still have hope that someday i'll see him again...which is total BS
3) it was COLD, like winter cold. and MUDDY. no wood floor and everything was outside in a tent and it was raining. IT SUCKED
4) fuckin tired of people sayin they'll be there for me and they'r not. not when i need them. it's always after something happens that they appear and i'm like "o u missed this" and they'r like "i wish i had been there!" well u werent cuz ur there for me when YOU want to be, not when i NEED you to be. of course i never know when they'll appear or when i'll need them, but it's so damn annoyin to be in a fight and have one of the most sensible friends NOT be around. specially since most of my friends are online (cuz i guess i tend to hate most people here...cuz they'r all goddamn rich preppy brats that can squeeze into sizes 00) and i cant call them. i admit i'm a walkin psycho case/paradox/contradiction/accident waiting to happen. grrrrrr
5) i guess andrea made a myspace for julie and her death. there's a pic of the accident in my pix and a pic of her and her mom further in my 1st album. i cant tell you how many times i'v seen the music video "angelito" on spanish MTV and start to tear up. yea, i miss her, i was in panama when it happened and we (my sis and me) missed her funeral. we'll never see her again.
6) steve byrne obssession. 'nough said.
7) JIMMY AND I ARE BACK TOGETHER!!! again lol. yea...it's kinda sad the break ups and make ups.
8) so i got my college essay attempt two done today. at liek 6 pm.
9) i got all my homework (calc, spanish, english essay, catch up justice hw plus justice hw for thursday) to do tomorrow, AND my senior page. thank god i have a two day week. o shit...just remembered, i have to get my spanish honors done AND the spanish hw from today and tomorrow from my teacher cuz technically a junior majority class keeps going even tho seniors are excused to go look at colleges.
10) i went to st. mary's college. it was interesting. we saw a snake. i almost stepped on it. techincally, i was dragged to st. mary's and my dad acted all sad that i couldnt drive. bullSHIT. i dont want to get yelled at again while i'm driving. psht.
so yea it was a good 6 day weekend (haha!). i go bak to skool on thursday so i'm here all day tomorrow.
gnite kiddies
~ace~
