Hello. My friends. I say that with all sincerity. Friends are the most valuable commodity in the harsdest of times. I am one,if you have taken anytime in getting to know me you should know, who believes in Truth. Truth is the most valuable trait that I tend to look for in people I let be my friend. I say let because I have been hurt severely,to the point of death,by people that I have met on my journey for the truth. Along the way, I have learned hard lessons. Truth respects no one. We as men think that we have earned some kind of respect from God because of what we have accomplished. God is what caused me at age age of 25, to question everything I had ever been taught by the institutions that our society has set up for us to teach us their account of the truth. But their account makes you a servant of it and not God. I have become by consequence, a servant of God. I have become that because truth,no matter how insane ith sounds, has given me peace in the most tumultous times in my life. It has become like a lighthouse in my soul. It keeps me on a path that I have come to believe is the first path in my future.Not just this life. Yes. I believe in God. Not just some concept that is taught by the christian church in America. Because in my quest for truth, I have found falsehood that led to dishonesty. Hypocrisy is living a dishonest life. I have learned that to be honest with yourself is the first condition you must be in when you begin the quest. That takes time. Time will surely bring trial and error your way. On this quest there are many roads. These roads are much like ours. They are given names that help guide us to a destination we are traveling to. The choice is yours and mine. That is one great responsibility. Living your own life.You can keep it to yourself our share it with others. Codition#2 then you must be honest with them. That is where true friendships are made. The kind of friend that stands with us through the turbulent times on our way. The time we live in today is so much different than the way they were when I began my journey. I loved my teen years. They were a time when I experienced freedom for the first time in my life.The power to choose and live my life by finally my choices. I had my own car at 16 that I bought and paid for. I had a job making 6.75 an hour when minimum wage was 3.15 an hour. By the time I was 18, I made alot of bad choices. You know, the kind if you could you would Butterfly Effect back to if you could to change what you had done. I turned 21 in prison. Thanks to a life of drugs and crime. I was in there from 1984, 87, 89. 1989 is the year my quest began. I was saved in my cell accompanied in prayer by a "backslidden Jehovah Witness? Lol. He was the greatest blessed friend I had at that time. You see a few weeks before this, I was standing in my best friends living room.His wife had just went insane. She was clinically insane. I know because I tried to talk with her. After they took her away,there I stood in this living room in my mid twenties crisis.
