Queen Robin's blog: "Queen Robin's Thoughts"

Well, I very rarely go out of my way to blog about people... for many reasons... partially because I may say something that could or would offend them, or because it would offend someone else... But, recently I've noticed a fair amount of my friends in contests and giveaways... And I noticed one specific name behind many of these... and many of you know her... Stephanie Lynn... She's been on my friend's list for quite awhile... but I so often hear people saying "I'm in this contest, or this giveaway" and SHE is the one Hosting this. So today, I was helping a friend, who was in the contest, and was reading through her past blogs, and noticed how often she does stuff for other people... and Why? She's an oracle... she's not gaining points and levels (like many people on fubar who are hosting such giveaways) and her current giveaway is massive... the number of people in it... into the 70's I believe... they all have to get a certain number of comments in a certain time frame in order to get the "prize", so to speak. And why? What is she personally gaining? Nothing. She's just a very giving person... And it amazes me, how I will beg and plead for my friends to help me bomb people, and even give a few comments... and most of them wont even spare 5 or 10 comments... yet, here is this woman who is giving away TONS of stuff... that isn't worth Fu-time, but real money. What does that say about her? I mean, I feel like I'm kissing ass almost, but, we all know what a bitch I can be, and know I don't kiss ass... I am just amazed at what all this woman does for others... Not too long ago I read a blog on her page, I'm not sure if it's still there... and because it was her blog I will not go into the details, but let's just say things of the not nice nature were being said about her... and I commented on it... thinking, why is this person I see so often doing so much for others being attacked? And the more I've started paying attention, and really noticing all she does for others, I have begun to truly admire her. I don't know her well, personally, at all. Except for a few emails. But, actions speak louder than words ever will... And this is on fubar. I feel her friends, in the 'real world' so to speak, have got to be so very lucky to have someone who cares so much about others, and is so giving... I mean, money is money, sure it's just some paper... but it's the thought behind it. She doesn't have to do it. Why this amazes me... I'm not sure... I guess a lot of things recently have added to this... Seeing how stingy my friends are with comments, while I'm trying to help others... seeing how cruel people are on fubar on a daily basis, and seeing the many many cruel things that happen in my personal life on a daily basis... I guess it's all added up... So, there was my rant for the day... Although it wasn't a bad rant, it was a rant... I wish you all the best evening... and if you have some time, stop by, and show some fu-love to Stephanie... Not because I told you to do it, but because of the awesome person she is... Stephanie Lynn

@ fubar

Apparently, my relationship status change is suddenly the talk of my friends... We need to have a talk :D so rather than 1 on 1 this, i tell you, and you can comment your thoughts, opinions, feelings, whatever... As many many many of you know, Adam and I went through a very rough patch. We broke up. There were a lot of problems.... we're only been together about 8 months, but, yes we were engaged... still are, but that part is to come. Adam is a very unique person... in ways you will never understand... he is truly my soul-mate. He bonds with me on a level I will never be able to explain in mere words... he also is a pain in my ass. I clean up after him, and cook for him, and wait on him hand and foot damn near... with no real appreciation. Those of you who TRULY know me, know why that is insane. I do not clean, I love cooking, but I don't clean. I'm a control freak, and I expect people to kiss my ass. But, I realized, to make a real relationship work, both people have to give some and take some. It seems recently, Adam has been taking a lot more than giving. So, a week ago, Dennis (my ex husband) took the girls for the weekend. I thought, wow, this will be the perfect time for some 1 on 1 alone time to hang out... NOPE... He went drinking, and didn't even think to invite me... after complaining how tired he was and how he just wanted to get home... I was pissed. I spent ALL DAY Saturday cleaning.... like spotless in depth cleaning... THAT is how pissed I was. He sat and played that damn Playstation 3 all day... a lot of other stuff happened, that isn't really relevant, just to say it got worse... we had a huge fight. Adam never talks to me... about things that bother him, how he feels, nothing. He lies, and hides STUPID things... things that i would never in a million years be mad about... yet he lies and hides them. I live with the guy, so i KNOW he isn't doing anyone of anything behind my back, but, it makes me wonder, ya know? Well, Monday we broke up. I got plastered... Tuesday we talked some, and I got even more plastered... and he came to get me, because I was that damn drunk... we've talked, A LOT.... we want this to work. We truly love each other... we just have A LOT Of work to do... A LOT... I may quite possibly be pregnant... W I still haven't started. my boobs hurt, I'm peeing a lot... i have some other problems you don't even want to KNOW about... I'm throwing up... Soooo, I'm fairly sure I'm pregnant... But, my pee test still shows negative... I keep reading about how it's fairly common for a pee test to not show positive the first day you miss your period, so I'm going to give it another week, or I may go in for a blood test, but I've been pregnant enough I know how my body is when I'm pregnant. I questioned it at first, because there were no other signs, but now with the throwing up and the boobs hurting thing... I'm almost certain I am... unless I have breast cancer lol... So... yeah... And of course, Adam is happy as hell about the possible pregnancy. But we don't want to get back together because of that... we want it to be because we love each other and we want to be together... I changed my status back, because I am sick of explaining to pervy assholes why i don't want to see their cock, have cyber sex with them, or meet them to fuck, or whatever other crazy nasty shit these psychopaths come up with, and why I do have a boyfriend, but I don't, how it's complicated... So.... Yes, I plan to marry Adam. But, YES, things are complicated right now... So, keep me, him, us, my children, and my possible new little addition in your prayers... If you're reading this, it means you're a true friend of mine, and I thank you for that!!! Much love!!

Well, I still haven't started. And, I woke up this morning, and now my boobs hurt... and my back hurts, and i threw up... Soooo, I'm fairly sure I'm pregnant... I keep reading more and more about how it's fairly common for a pee test to not show positive the first day you miss your period, so I'm going to give it another week, or I may go in for a blood test, but I've been pregnant enough I know how my body is when I'm pregnant. I questioned it at first, because there were no other signs, but now with the throwing up and the boobs hurting thing... I'm almost certain I am... unless I have breast cancer lol... So... yeah... Other than that, I feel like shit, and i look like shit, and I'm going back to bed...

None of you are aware, until right now.... Adam and I have broken up.... I will be online off and on... to take care of things... Please keep me and my children in your prayers.... we need it... greatly...

HEAR YE, HEAR YE! THE ROYAL AUCTION SHALL BEGIN!! I've had so much fun being in other people's auctions, that I would like to do my own... So here it is!!! Look who's up for grabs! ZGIRL**FUWIFE OF ZOEYGRL *~*~Lost_ Angel*~*~ King Adam Princess Alisha DJ King of Pain ÐÁKØTÁ/åkå/mý$†î¢ mº†hè® ºƒ ¢ºdîè SHADOW BOMBER (ZMAN)CLUB UNITED & CLUB F.A.R.& D.S.C Chippy the Vixen You have until Monday July 14 1pm Central Time to get your bids in, so what are you waiting for?!? Queen Robin's Royal Auction

(repost of original by 'Radio X show -||- Music Master @Fetish -||- owner of ~*Crystal*~' on '2008-07-07 10:58:07')