In my case, especially now, I don't want to see, hear or talk to anyone. I am set on being all by myself because I feel that no one can understand me. So far I have managed to push away the last of the people who have stuck by me through the years. Personally, I don't care! Not now at least. No one understands me, not even my self. This really sucks. I hate feeling like this. I feel it when it comes..the depression. Lately, I just would like to wither away. However, there is at least one ounce in my body that choses not to give up. I NEED to know that I will see a brighter day. Its what has allowed me to stay alive. I don't know if people will read this and in someway its not for them but for me. I have no one to talk to.
