PuDiTiNu's blog: "PuDiNtUiTiOn"

HoW lArGe Is LaRge? I suppose it's about the MoNey. WeLL hoW MuCh monEy does it take to be "living Large "? I made a Quarter miLLion neT for a few years, and I'll TeLL yoU, My PrObLeMs WeRe As LaRgE As My income! I make 42,000.00 a yr now, and I Must SaY, I aM Much HaPPiEr NoW! LiFe is So MuCh Simpler noW than ThEn! The StrUggle to Become wealthy takes it's toll, And it's a 24/7 never ending fight All UphiLL. I've Had a good taste of being wealthy. It is Addictive, Overwhelming, And VeRy StReSSfUll! Of course, I'm speaking in terms of Coming From Nothing, To Becoming a high profile Success, thru sacrifice, and hard work, not an individuale Born into Money. I suppose it's a matter of opinion, But I prefer having a couple hundred left over in the bank a day before payday. As opposed to having a $10,000.00 BiLL to pay a day before invoices go out! Any way That's just my thoughts about Living LarGe!

LoL StUie ........ I wanna do ya! Especially if ya Lookin Like ThaT !! ... However, I know ya don't LoL So .....I'm Not Doin Ya HaHa !!

Life, A place for the Soul to Grow Up I sit back and watch people. I note they're candor, aggressiveness, intelligence, and they're attitude. Most i notice, are doing exactly as I am, forming an opinion of the one who has they're attention. Others, are busy flexing they're bravado in an attempt to become , shall we say leader of the pack. The most desirable, The most popular. A human trait we all have in different levels. For some, this comes very easy. For A few, not so easy. The few that struggle with this aspect of life, make fools of themselves. I think they try too hard. Just relax, it will pass. Take it all in stride. You will be accepted eventually. People are generally more accepting to those that aren't so perfect, than those unfortunate perfect people anyway. We all have our faults. Some bigger than others. The difference being if you are aware of your mistake and how delicately you can amend how you just came off. Sometimes a difficult task, if not given the time to either, admit you are wrong, make it known you are just joking, or just take your foot out of your mouth. If you are like me, You will get used to the taste of your foot. It's an acquired taste. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I know I sure need to hurry up and decide, I'm going to be 50 in December. I feel like I'm 20, But my body knows different. I really like who I am. I am a good hearted guy, I feel for so many people. I don't care who you are, I can give you the time to talk, I can offer my shoulder to anyone in need. I will never judge you. I want to see you smile. I love to make fun and cut up, But when I know it's serious, it's time to dig in and communicate. Time to talk about what is the root of the problem. Knowing is half the battle, Admitting it and letting it out is the other half. Once discussed, and issues known, Solutions are just around the corner. Then we can be easy and get back to the simple things in life, having a good time and enjoying our existance! So take it easy, relax, communicate your thoughts and feelings. Just remember not all people will stop and listen, But you can bet the house, Most will. PuD

There Are SO MANY HOT woman on the internet. If your not careful, you too could fall victom to LoVe. Yes, thats rite victom. In LoVe with a stranger, imagine that. I'm sure a few of you know EXACTLY what I'm talking about. It's a real and VERY strong feeling. I know because I been crushed by it before. It Totally Hurts. That is my reason to write this little warning. You have to keep in mind, although you express genuine thoughts and feelings to this mystery person, they are more amazed by the thoughts of how you could possibly be so attracted to an image of them. They become amused by you, not in love with you. LoL, now your in trouble, because while in your disillution of mutual feelings, you are now thier little internet toy. They will use you when ever they want. You see it as a growing love, They on the other hand see it as an ego boost. All along you grow deeper and deeper in a self created illusion that this person of your affection feels the same as you do. WRONG! You are a specticle for them. They have freinds over and you my friend are the entertainment. Thier personal little fool. A puPPet on a string. You fight that thought so galently. Frustration seems to become a big part of your life now. But in an instant, they say one thing to you that comforts you and bam, your back on the hook! You tell yourself she does care, at least you so want to believe they do care about you! The only thing they care about is how long can they hold this fool. I have to tell you folks, this is a true story, Julie, God Bless you! I hold nothing against you if you should happen to read this. But it is a REAL pheonominon. It is completely gender free. It could happen to anyone. My intentions for writing about it is to warn those of you that have those warm feelings for a stranger you interact with in Cyber Space. Please be Very careful of your heart felt urges to proclaim any emotions on a PC based relationship. On the other hand, I must say that it's not out of the question, or realm of possibility that it can become a true love. You never know. It may happen. This little fact of fate is what Makes this a dangerous venture. The Possibility, It can happen! It probably does happen, in RARE cases. You go to them, you drop your life and just go. Well, she's or He's NOT what you invisioned them to be. Now what do you do. I've never been this far along into this Craze, So I can't speak about it with any experiance, but I did have this planned, Thank God for child support, I couldn't get out of the country! That was a blow to me then. But a true godsend now. I would have been lost in a country, and maybe even jailed for stalking, who knows, But Yes I wanted to go so bad. Some of you may be able to, and GoD be with you if you do. Good Luck I hope it turns out like you invision it. To EnD this Little Piece I say to you, BE AWARE of this thing E LOVE, it can hurt your heart, and demoralize your soul. Truth is a wonderful thing. Truth on the internet is a very sketchy perseption. I am as honest as it gets at all times. Except when I say I love you, it actually means I'd Do you! LoL I love all the ladies, But I love no one. Good LuCk Lovers .. ( it ain't gonna happen ) PuD

I hope My Way Of Thinking RuBBs Off On Some. I Am JuSt An Ole Looser In Life, WitCh Frankly, Amazes me! HowEvEr, IVe Been On ToP, MaKiNg MaD MoNeY, 275000 A Yr, Of Course That was a combined Net Of My Wife And I. My Part Was 50000 Of that. For Like 5 yrs We Ran a, Well she ran a home based Business. She wanted to Be Home for the kids.. so I got her set up and She Negotiated with her work place. It Grew into Having 13 Girls Working For us. My Wife Would Go For 13/ 14 hrs a day 7 days a week to keep up. We Had it all. A nice Home. Money, we never dreamed of. Yes, Life was Starting to taste sweet! But One Thing we Forgot about, Each other. We Were So Caught up in Life We Left each others Heart go. To Make a Long Story short, With Me Working 48 Hrs aweek, Going to School Full Time, I'm an Electrician, Hoping To Get An Electrical Engineers Degree, Proved to Be Very TaXing on Our ReLaTionship. Her 2 kids, My 2 kids, All in Early grades in school, Well You Can See We Were So Busy. I never Felt BeTTer. SuCcessful, Beautiful Wife, Great income, Nice Home, 2 new cars, State of the art Pool, Life Was Good. TiLL one day, after oh 12 yrs of being together, We got Pregnant, Yes We Were Gonna have a BaBy ToGeTher. I was StUnned. We Got Through FuLL Term, Her Pretty Much Working as much as she could, Me Still Working Nights and Going to school full Time During the day. Did I Mention rebuilding My house at the same time, yeah that too. Actually Making room for the new baby. Now 5 Bedrooms We had room for his arival. He was Beautiful... N Still is I might add. This Little guy Changed everything for us. I quit school, to have more time at home, My wife got over working so hard, and being Married as well.. I found myself put out on the street, Her with a new boyfriend. Whom to this day they are still together. That was 8 yrs ago, I'm over it now, but it took a toll on me for 5 yrs. I do the every other weekend thing, and Listen to him Moan ngroan about her and her ways,.,, LoL I Joke About it with him. He's Actually a pretty good guy. Me, WeLL I remain unattached. I like falling in love 40 times a day, and not getting any pussy at all. Makes me appriciate me. Something I have never done in my life. I like Me! I'm funny, Easy goin, Smart, caring, All Around sweet Guy! I see how guys treat Woman, LoL I Just don't Get it! Of course I'm old school, Gentleman type. I'm Never veiwed as the Lover type I Geuss. Or I'm Just that ugly! Who Knows, I am Me, and I really don't care. I will Not Lie, so I can Back Myself 100%! I look at the Young Hard Body type girls and Say to Myself , MMM I could teach that girl a few things, And Well I Could too, But, I never cross that line. I'm Willing, But I won't be the acressor. They would Pretty much have to Back me into a corner to make me do them. And That Hasn't Happened yet. LoL I expect it never will either, So I'm Growing old, Coaching My son, and getting by in life. Waiting For My time. I DoNoT Want to Get Old and dependant, That would Suck the most! So I hope My time comes soon. I'm ok with it. I'll be 50 in December, And Well.. That's something I'll enjoy alone. I just wish I could figure out What I want to be,when I Finally Grow up. I hope you enjoyed my Candid Veiw of Who I Am. That is of course if you actually got this far. If you DiD its Because Either , Your Life is boring, or your Genuinely interested in me. Well if this is true, TeLL Me, If your just Bored, Thanks for your time, I hope you got a lesson out of reading me. So....Whats it gonna be, You going to tell me? LoL ..... TiLL Next Time I Decide to Spill My Guts, You have a wonderful Time. And Maybe I'll TeLL you More About My Life today.

Ahhh YeS, I MaDe It BaCk AlIvE. BeInG ShUffLeD BeTwEEn 2 PoWeR PlAnTs, 2 SePeRaTe CoNtRaCts, WoRkInG 14 HrS a DaY, StRiP cLuBs ( ChEaTaS )tIll ClOsInG................. I LoVe Ft LaUdErDaLe Fl, I MaDe It BaCk. As UseUaL .......nO PuSSy. I DiD gEt To See It Up ClOsE N PeRsOnAl ThOuGh! Wooo Hoooo, It was as pretty as I ReMeMbErEd It! I WaNteD SoMe....BuT I JuSt CoUlDn'T cOnViNcE mYsElF tO MaKe ThE CaLL!SiTTiNg ThErE PoNdErInG ThE iDeA, WeLL oNe ThInG LeD To AnOtHeR .... I DiDn'T NeeD To CaLL AnYoNe. I WaS AlReAdY FiNiShEd! LoL YeAYa! BeD WaS sOOn To FoLLoW, I dId HaVe WoRk iN LiKe 3 HrS. WoRk N SlEEp, DaY AfTeR DaY. Oh WeLL, It iS aLL I GoT. I FiNiSheD bOtH JoBs, HaD A BlAsT WaTcHiNg NaKiD GiRlS, AnD MaKiNg ToNs Of MoNeY. FlOrIdA PoWeR & LiGhT .....LoVeS Me! I'LL PoSt SoMe Of ThE PiCtUrEs So YoU aLL CaN GeT A PeAk SooN. I JuSt HaVe To CoNjOuR uP ThE eNeRgY To Do It! I WiLL TeLL yOu ThIs..... ThE GiRlS In Ft LaUdErDaLe ArE FrIeNdLy, NoT AffRaId To TaLk To YoU. I LoVe LaUdErDaLe! My ToWn Is completely different. ThE GiRlS HeRe ArE .. I DoN'T KnoW, AbOvE YoU, oR they ThInK ThEy HaVe ThE MaRkEt oF PuSSy sEweD Up. Ha!! I SaY WhAt EvEr ... I KnOw ThEy AiNt GeTTiN NoNe Of ThIs, YoU See It'S ThEm ThAt AiN'T GooD EnOuGh! If I EvEn MaKe An AttEmPt tO CoNvErSe, iT'S UsUaLLy To PlAcE My OrDeR. FeTcH BiTcHeS! CaUsE YoU GoT NoThInG I WaNt. ( aLiL HeAd oNcE In A WhiLe WouLd Be NiCe ) BuT.... HoMe SwEEt HoMe, I CaN ReLaX. Take it easy till Next road trip. CaPe CaNaVeRaL, Ahhhh a WeeK Of BuStIn My Ass AgAiN. I woNdEr If ThErE Is A ShUttLe GoIn Up... I aM VeRy LuCkY. MoSt Of YoU See It On TV, I'M ThErE. YoU See, We CoNtRaCt To NASA, LOCKEED MARTIN, and MARTIN MARRIETTA. SpAcE ShUttLeS, FrEaK Me OuT! So YoU See, My LiFe Is PrEttY InTeReStInG, aNd By FaR, NoT sO NoRmAl. I'M JuSt HaPPy To Be HoMe!

In My OwN LiTTle World, I know People Love Me. I can walk into a store and feel the LoVe. Perfect strangers smile at me, children want to talk to me. Big ole dogs run up to me wagging there tails. I am strangley loved by everyone and it's very nice! In My wolrd, there is no deceptions, no lies, No Anger or fear. NiCe things happen for everyone. It just depends on who you are and what your needs are at the moment. Of course, in my world the needy don't exist. You See, I'm Alone here, I Have no one to share my thoughts with, or to cry with. I sometimes wonder if theres a reason I live alone. Until I think about it a while. Then I remember how it hurts when your you are stepped on by those you love. How it feels when what you believed in was just a big lie. People are greedy, when it's part of thier plan. They know they can decieve you, cause your a nice guy. I'm always left standing, alone and with the bag. These are my memories, that's why I won't lie. I know it can hurt you, make you feel less of a man. I'm not going to do it, So Alone here I Stand. Yeah My world is Peaceful, I don't have to speak. Out in the distance I hear a shout. I open my eyes and jump to my feet, I heard the voice closer, yelling, 59th and Belair. Back to the real world, This is my stop!

I GeT EmOtIoNaL OvEr My eNcOuNtErS WiTh PeOpLe I'D FeLt A SpEcIaL SoMeThInG AbOuT. WhO KnOwS wHaT tHaT iS, MaYbE a ShArEd MoMeNt, a MuTuAl Agreement, Or MaYbE aN iNtAmAtE cOnVeRsAtIoN. I DO NOT JuDgE pEoPlE, AnD I AccEpT FaCe VaLuE oF WhO ThEy ArE. If ThEy MaKe An EffOrT tO CoMuNiCaTe ThIeR PaIn, SoRRoW, NeeDs, I OpEn MySeLf, tO Offer ThEm My AttEnTiOn. MoSt TiMeS, I'm ReVeRReD aS A FoNd MeMoRy, A NiCe GuY, aN UnFoRgEtAbLe StRaNgEr ThAt HeLpEd ThEm OpEn ThIeR tHoUgHts, To See EXaCtLy WhErE ThEy WeRe CoMpELLeD tO rEaCh OuT tO Me. In ThE EnD.....I'M WaRmEd By My ThOuGhTs. I LeD ThEm AwAy FrOm Me, On ThIeR QuEsT To FiNd ThEmSeLvEs. OnCe AgAiN, I StAnD ThErE EmPtY. Ahh BuT It MaKeS Me SmIlE, AnD It MaKeS Me EaGeR, To Do It OnCe MoRe. " PuDiTiNu " http://www.myspace.com/puditinu http://www.myspace.com/pudit2u

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