TONIGHT
I LOOK AT THE SKY SO BLACK AND
WONDER HOW I GOT TO THIS POINT.
ALL THIS NOTHINGNESS THAT SURROUNDS ME
BIDDING ME TO BE NOTHING,
TO FEEL NOTHING. TO LET ALL THE LIGHT GO.
I TRY
TO REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE
TO BE TRUELY HAPPY, LIKE WATCHING THE SUN
GLOWING OFF UR FACE AND DANCING IN
UR HAIR. OR THE FEEL OF UR KISS, YOU WORDS OF LOVE THAT FLOWED FREELY FROM UR
LIPS OF VELVET.
THEN REALITY SETS IN WITH A FURY IN MY MIND,
I AM ALONE.
U R GONE LIKE THE BREEZE
LOVE AND HEART SHATTERED WITH THE DREAMS
OF HAPPINESS. WAITING, HOPING,
PRAYING THAT THE LIGHT WILL COME BACK
AND I WILL AGAIN HAVE MY SUNNY DAY.....
