PoSTaL MuSe's blog: "PoStal ~vents~"

Just as stated in title....CRAZY!!!

Monday~Made my floral deliveries, invoiced for a bit, picked up Mr. Murphy and got him plated...came home and stated the tune up.

Tuesday~Worked on Mr. Murphy, went to the auto shop place, took my daughter out to get her car, went to an auto shop place, got home ate and crashed.

Wed~Worked on Mr. Murphy for a bit, daughters car wouldn't start, went to auto place, went to driver's liscense place so daughter could take her test to get her liscense, they wouldn't allow it..said some bs about having to take a 6 behind the wheel test along with all the other stuffs she had already done (nobody told us this) came home, called auto school, daughter took bus out to auto school to take driving test, I fixed her car.  Daughter passed test, I picked her up in her car, went to dmv, got her liscnese (with 2 minutes to spare til they closed)car overheated, went to auto store, fixed car, parts store didn't have other part at location...went to other part store on way home, stopped at Arby's for the fiance.  Got home and boy was mad...took boy to big lots for watch (5 minutes to spare til closing) came home...crashed.

Today~took daughter to work, went to auto parts store, fixed another part on daughters car, went to nipply land, went out to a clients, daughters car VROOOM VROOM VROOM...yup...went to auto parts store, fixed car went to pick up daughter, came home looked at car...stuuUUUpid car...gave list to teenager for auto store...LOL!!! ordered pizza...and now I'm here.

I REALLY WANT TO WORK ON MR MURPHY..oh, and guess what??

It's spose to snow tomorrow...LOL

*shrug*

at least she's safer than she was in that thing...

zzzz ;)

ps...I took the boy to school every morning and visited Mr Showerhead..that's just a given ;)

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Last week was from hell...totally, literally....

blazing flames of sucking bloody hairy monkey balls......HELL!

"They" say that starting a new biz is rough and it will get easier and yadda yadda yadda...I say...I'M FREAKING OVER IT ALREADY!

(not that I'm going to give up, mind you)

lol....my bank rep even stated that they NEVER have this many problems, heh...it's gotta be me....my "issues" weren't just with them...bumps and brick walls every where I turned....I just got laugh...LMFAO.

Some good things happened...gotta keep that out there.."God" knows I'm grasping on to them.

But, ugh...seriously??

I need a walk in floral cooler or a back acre at a nursery to scream in...

I'd scream in my backyard but, I have new nieghbors...my luck, they'd call the cops.

*sigh*

I guess I'll go get these pretty dead things in H20, visit mr showerhead and continue to get my lappy back to where it was...

ya, my laptop crashed yesterday early morning...have to start from scratch..

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!

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3-16-10 is lili's birthday...

wouldn't you like to see her in the spotlight???

THIS IS NOT HER IDEA AND SHE IS NOT BEGGING FOR BUCKS..IT'S MY IDEA AND I'M BEGGING FOR THE BUCKS...SOOOOO THERE!

hehe

*sips on her joe*

♥ thanks in advance *grin*

Crazy....

I am, or am I??

I have these...well "premonisions" I don't really know what to call them..but they are there and I've been listening and acting upon them lately proving them to be true. 

I blocked them for years and years with alcohol and hard drugs...maybe even my beloved marijuana...anyway, since I've become sober the "thoughts" have been coming back and I've been ignoring them...until lately.

Last couple of weeks have been a total trip...and I'm riding it out.  Today was totally draining and confusing and enlightening all in one.

yes, I'm crazy

but yet...I seem to be sane.

I'm surrounding myself with people that have the same thing...it's odd to have confirmation.

I don't know why I'm telling fu about this...except that perhaps there is more of "us" that I need to learn from.

Is it strange that I knew my mom used hers for the wrong purposes and didn't know "for sure" until another told me this evening??

Do all of us need confirmation because society has told us we are insane and that it's not possible?

If I open myself up again will I become a complete mess?

I should learn the tools....

I will.

5 days left of my "real job"

night

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How's it shakin' everyone?

Thought I'd say "hello" and blog a bit...

Most my good friends have joined and stayed on facebook, I'm tempted to join...but, my father is on there and well, I like my privacy. So, I probably won't...those of you are that over there more and more add me to yahoo or something, I miss you guys.

Thanksgiving went well...I cooked my first turkey EVER and it turned out yummy.  Our new paint job looks great and my house is still very very clean *grinz*

My brother and niece showed up, that was cool...and my in laws..good to see them and their kids...

I can't help missing my mom though, I really wish she was here..sober. At least she's no longer in pain and I'm sure she has a smile on her pretty little face.

I hope everyone had a happy holiday.

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Postal

damn boy!!!!

can't behave himself in class...so, he can't go on the field trip.

THIS SUCKS!

I took the day off so I could go with them, I havn't EVER been able to do that..and he pulls this shit?

I'm crushed, not even mad..just...really really sad.

*sulks back to the school to go on fieldtrip w/o her son*

So, I left for work this am thinking happy thoughts.

My "goofy/funny" side has been lacking as of late and I was attempting to find ways to cure that.

Any who, I found out around lunch time that I had landed another floral account, four arrangements per week!

WOOT WOOT! *dances*

My finance got his bonus....

WOOT WOOT WOOT!!! *dances more*

and one of my besties got a raise

WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT!!!! *spins in circles*

Great huh?

yup, just marvy...and then WHAM! my other bestie calls and says his dogs were stolen...what a phreakin pisser...I really hope he finds them...poor guy

*sigh*

Life is full of ups and downs isn't it?

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Postal

We went up to the cabin again this weekend....

We love it so much up there!!!

Took a hike up to elephant rock with my man this morning....sun peaking through the clouds... tree tops as far as the eye could see...aspens chiming in the wind...

Ssssoooooo pretty...

He gets down with one knee on the rock, opens a tiny black box and says...

"I was wondering if you'd marry me?"

Of course, I said YES!!!

*dances*

My ring is sooooo gorgeous!! It's three Aquamarine *my birthstone* with four small diamonds surrounding set in white gold...before you fuckers call my man cheap...this ring is perfect for me *not high maintance, at all*

As soon as I get it sized, I'll take pictures....

*grinz*

It's all soooo perfect!!!

♥ most of you...

PoStaL

This week has beat my ass into the ground like no other!

I had to cover what was closed on Friday on my Monday plus, do my floral....

*is beat*

Yesterday, it felt like 150 degrees in my van ...it sucked.

So, that is my excuse for not doing the "floral" blog this week...not that I think you missed it or anything.

I don't dig this new home page format at all!! wtf do we need two bar tabs for, and wtf can't I block all of it?

grrr....

*shrug*

I really don't care much...just that "monkism" about me I guess *blush*

I'm taking another short fu break this weekend

*dances*

So, have fun everyone and be safe!!!

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PoStaL

Man, I needed that...

got away from the city for the entire weekend...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh talk about relaxing!

Played penny slots up in Central for the entire night Friday into Saturday morning and finally made it up  to the cabin for a night a couple of days, damn it feels good. 

The "boys" in our family need a good lesson on how to clean, it was pretty bad.  Though, they did clear about 5 ft down in the "hole". *dances*

I'm vowing to get up there more.  It really needs a good cleaning, a paint job, some perennial plantings and tree clean up. The pine beetle is beginning to get to our trees and we need to get them cleared.

Phew, great excuse to get up there more...hehe *grinz*

Now I just gotta figure out how to get my net connection working and things will be 100% groovy.

♥ most of you

PoStaL