I have been so tierd the past couple of days..and very very forgetful. It really sucks not being able to sleep when you want and when I do fall asleep I dont want to get up. I am always forgetting to take my anti-depressants and I have been feeling some what depressed lately. I just dont know what wrong with me, plus I have been stressed out alot too. I really am not that happy with my life right now, at times I wish that everything could just be perfect and that I could be perfect, but that will never happen, so I should just stop dreaming ya know.
Other then that I talked to Barry the other day about the fact that he almost sleeps his entire day away and doesnt spend time with me. Its not that big of a deal that he sleeps cause I know that he waorks 3rd shift and he needs it, It just sucks cause there s times were I have to practically drag him out of bed to just hang out with me or to go somewhere with me. It just really sucks that I barely see him when he is home too :(. I guess it just sort of makes me feel lonely too.
Well Im gonna get going and work on other stuff too..
lata
