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828164's blog: "poison kiss"

created on 04/20/2007  |  http://fubar.com/poison-kiss/b75403

.Crave.

You hypnotized me once. but never again.. poison my kisses with yummy lies on ur lips. come sweet, fill my ears with ur empty promises. so clueless,thinking you've got it all figured out. ironic tho, still i find you desperate hollow, & cold. oh yes, lying to me always made u feel so bold, but remember luv,only i know ur secret, that inside ur lifeless,scared,and alone. & oh how ur blood,only runs lukewarm to cold. ur claim to fame, to be master of playing games. funny how its me who can see right through you! oh,i see u...crystal clear, in fact! see u right to the bone.to the ugliness deep inside of u.i'm dissecting u now. (can u feel me baby?) i wanna rip u open,mmm gonna tear u apart! I remember how we started, watch from anothers eyes. but this time i'm on to ur tricks.i gaze closely as slowly u gather up all my trust,and i see how u managed to sneak away more of my love everyday. still i watch, taking note of every dirty deed, knowing that soon vengence will be mine. a woman never forgets, u see. such a happy couple we painted to be.. untill that day you found me to be as empty as u. you'd used me up, u wasted my love. oh, so now u wanna leave, after you've drink all my soul? Can't help wondering,was the plan to love me, fuck me, or just watch as you destroyed me for fun? Silly boy, this wasn't a game for me... i meant every word. i loved u so hard..more than anyone could,i loved with every beat my heart ever had. and even now,i love u even when it hurts just to breathe. i belonged to you once, but never again... & the silly starry-eyed girl in me still can't help wishing that something of what we had was real.. This which meant nothing to u, was my EVERYTHING. i hoped so much for you to love me & never stop. instead u stole my heart, ripped it right from my chest & filled the hole with your pain & mistrust then sealed it with lies.now i'm left lying wide open, and hurting like i do. & what i've left for u is only pure disgust.. i craved ur poison once, but never again... LIAR, u never deserved my love. u sad, pathetic shadow of a man. ur heart is diseased & dying .so you poisoned mine. ur not even close to being human. u monster.i bet u break everything u touch. i loved once, but never again... COWARD, can't u see you're a slave to ur own fucking misery? ur love is like a virus, i need a pill just to help me recover from you. misery craves company, but not anymore. i'm leaving now. i'll climb right out of your nightmare. gonna leave ur sorry ass behind. have fun in this hell that u created for me. u disgusting beast, aww are u stuck in that skin? (mmm hows it feel?) You were my forever once, but never again... i'll erase u from my mind like a naughty thought. i need to wipe u away just like a dirty spot. just gotta hit the delete on ur memory for good. fuck maybe go back in time, so we never have to meet. shh sleep now... & when i awake it was all just a dream. theres no more hurt..no love, and no you!!!
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