Entry for May 16, 2006
Drifting here, searching and screaming. Wandering through your plans and scheming. Time for an evaluation. Lost in thought and contemplaition. Interrupted, by your obsessive conversation. What gives you the right, to fill me with pain? My soul is crying, for a cleansing rain. Earth shattering, orgasmic strife. I'd cut it out, if you didn't hold the knife. Weaving chaos, from your velvet touch. Shattering hope, with a crimson crush. Wripping your fingers, across my breast. Kicking and stomping inside my chest. A child of corruption lay inside your vest. I'm not your redeemer! I can't save you from this rediculious fever. Your wrecked and ruined by your own confusion. You believe in this self, woven illusion! I'm ravaged by your raping conclusion. Don't put your damaged goods on me. I've suffered enough to live this free. No more, will I indulge, your devistating bate. You can fall and crawl at your own pathetic rate. I've become cold and numb with no end. All thanks to you, my wicked friend. You shadowed feind, with out a spark. You took my dreams, stolen, in the dark. What is to become of me? Why won't you go and let me be? I know I can salvage, whats left behind! If you'd just relinquish, my life and mind. Give me the closier, I so desire! Take with you, this all consuming fire. I long to walk, with my head intact. Without this baggage and their deep impact. Until these things, come to fruision. I'm left with nothing, but this mass delusion. Being left to comtinplait. Waiting for, my own hidden fate.
Gypsy
