spooky's blog: "poetry"

i am a girl that will love you for who you are, i am a girl who will want to fix your fav meal to see you smile, i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to do and enjoy it, i am a girl who would hold you just to keep you close, i am a girl who will tickle you just to hear you laugh, i am a girl that likes to shop for you when i go shoppin, i am a girl who doesnt care how much money you have or what car you drive, i am a girl tha thinks your hott even when your all hot and sweaty, i am a girl that does not want gifts just the love and respect in return, i am a girl that would call you in the morning just to say "have a great day" i am a girl that would bring you your lunch when your too busy to get your won, i am a girl that doesnt care what other people think of you, i am a girl that will always trust you until that trust is violated, i am a girl who wants to be loved the same in return.

life is measured my inches by steps taken one at a time not by the height of the peak we speak but each little rise we climb the span of our life is measured minute by minute - not years we live in a very small world of our own in a vast universe of spheres yes, life is measure by inches but inches can add up too far a light-year is only inches away we can inch our way up to a star

these are my treasures kept apart, cradled in velvet in my heart graven profiles, pictures clear, perfect moments, priceless etched in ageless time to be my cameos my cameos of memories the hours i spent with you the tender times, the fun times, the summers spent and the rain the laughter and the precious pain of loving you, of you loving me my cameos of memories these are my wealth my warmth my light i keep the dreams close all the night with fingertips of heart and mind i trace each profile, there defined these treasures, none can take from me my cameos of memories

close to the heart is a secret place where dreams are stored away and sturddy candles of life are kept against a darker day and there, too, are the memories the memories of laughter the shared tears the little things that mean so much seen through the mist of years our dearest wishes deepest loves the burdens that we bear the essence of our being lies in what we harbor there to each his own a hide away that has no counter part the treasure of the house of the soull that lies some where close to the heart no im not with anyone its just a old poem

when I cast a shadow next to you will you still believe me when I tell you IM NOT REAL And when you see me in your mirror Will you believe me when I tell you I DID NOT EXIST In a world of color im in black and white My signals fading fast And my message can not break through when im dead to the world will you remember?... WILL YOU REMEMBER ME THEN ? and when i leave it all behind will you remember?... WILL YOU REMEMBER MY NAME!? Can you see the static in my eyes A light thats ever shining Bits of black in a sea of white A noise that shatters the image And scrambles the MEM OR IES In a world of color im in black and white My signals fading fast And my message can not break through when im dead to the world will you remember?... WILL YOU REMEMBER ME THEN ? and when i leave it all behind will you remember?... WILL YOU REMEMBER MY NAME!? IM FADING (PLEASE FIX ME) IM NOT SO CLEAR NOW (PLEASE FIX ME) CUS IVE LOST WHAT I ONCE HAD PLEASE FIXE ME NOW Before Its TOO LATE

there is a red sky tonight its a sailors delight and im lookin at the stars in your eyes if only you knew all the things that i felt deep inside lockes (away) up and never realeased its killing me (you will never know) its killing me (you will never know) the things (the things) i could say KEPT IN THE DARK so far away these lights, these lights are so bright they keep the secrets inside these lights, these lights are all i see these lights are blinging me these lights, these lightss are so bright they keep the secrets inside these lights these lights are all i see these lights are blinding me HIDE ME!....... FROM THIS!...... BRIGHT LIGHT!....... FROM THIS!....... RIGHT LIGHT!...... the darkness is shelter from secrets unherd

i understand you aint doin nothin today but your still too busy for me it makes perfet sence im not your top priority a close second that no one remembers AND I'M FINE WITH THAT its ok go ahead with your life cut me out ompleatly FORGET ABOUT ME i hope youll understand my schedules empty but your not important to me so good bye, peace out i got better things to do like NOTHING, i aint got no time for YOU I DONT have time for this I DONT need it I DONT give a shit I AM SICK OF IT you got to figure out what is important to you what do you want to do with your life where is YOUR HEART WHERE IS YOUR HEART WHERE IS YOUR PRIDE WHERE IS YOUR HOME WHERE DO YOU BELONG get your SHIT straight you got to figure out WHAT IS your top priority is it your friends? YOUR FAMILY? for me its stayin alive day to day just tryin to survive wheres your head at you got to get PRIORITIZED

why do you do this to me you torture the fuck out of me then all of a sudden your gone with no trace (no trace) of you to be found except the memories (the memories) of hell of no sleep of waking in fear you scare the hell out of me (in my dreams) you kill me you buture me but at least you let me live at times (you) you straight up KILL ME you creep your way (your way) into my life every few months and stay as long (as long) as you want i never know how (how) long you will stay ive had to deal (deal) with you for years (years) i dont rmeember every memory (of you is diffrent there is so many (so many) painful memories i just want you to (you to ) leave never come back (come back) just forget about me run away and never look back i dont want torture from you NO MORE!!!!!! (no more) just leave me THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!