April 9, 2011
I am the sister of a Marine
With pride in my heart
My love stands fast
Even though we’re apart
His passing left me empty
But never alone
For his brothers fell in
All solid as stone
Where ever I go
Whatever I see
I know they’ll always
Be there for me
I hope they know
This love that they share
Isn’t given in vain
Cause I truly do care
So even though
My Marine may be gone
His sister with pride
Still marches on
You expect from me love all sugar and spice
Let me tell you now, I’m not feeling so nice
I’m tired of giving just to be tricked
And gettin knocked down so I can be kicked
Though I am angry the passion’s not faded
So you’ll see more of me, the side that is jaded
I’m pulling no punches you’ll not hear my cries
No more candy coating or gentle white lies
I’ve found some strength I didn’t know I had
You might not like it, the results could be bad
My intention is not to be hurtful to you
Just time to let my emotions run true
I won’t say I’m sorry for the truths I’ll share
But that doesn’t mean that I don’t care
If you can’t handle the truth please stay away
Cause it’s what you’ll get if I have something to say
August 31, 2008
Spinning twirling
Clouds unfurling
World is blurring
Constant whirring
Heart yearning
Stomach churning
Racing time
Words that rhyme
Carrying on
All is gone
Body in tact
Heart is racked
Love sick fool
Not so cool
Recommended
Then condescended
Tell the lie
Then question why
Stand and look
Not in a book
Words and rules
Powerful tools
Sharp as swords
Our tongues and words
Hurt a friend
Try to mend
Cut your loss
Don’t be cross
Sit and weep
Led like sheep
Here to follow
Become hollow
Take a jab
Feel the stab
Hearts broken
You’ve spoken
Just can’t live
Heart’s a sieve
Cut so deep
Sorry creep
Hear her bleat
So incomplete
Take it back
Give some slack
Tow the line
See the sign
Let her go
Some love show
May 21, 2008
Angel of Mercy
Stand by my side
Hold tight my hand
Through this terrible ride
Angel of Mercy
Hold me so tight
Shielding me from
This endless night
Angel of Mercy
Touch all that I do
Painting this terror
A gentler hue
Angel of Mercy
Change all that I know
From fields of ashes
To new fallen snow
Angel of Mercy
Shine down from above
Turning this hate
To undying love
Angel of Mercy
Guide me today
Turning my path
In a truer way
December 8, 2009
I bleed just to know
That I am alive
Independently strong
Not part of the hive
Not steel and mechanics
Just flesh and bone
Existing with others
Yet ultimately alone
My body grows older
Being ravaged by time
Growing up’s not an option
It’s a hideous crime
You call this world normal
I say it’s insane
Living to work, working to live
How cruelly mundane
We all bide our time
Waiting for the change
Do you think in our lifetime
It will be in range
Begging and pleading
We hang onto hope
But I’ve found a new way
With all I can cope
Living for me
In this “abnormal” way
Is something that’s letting
My sanity stay
I walk around bare
My soul you can see
If you can get past
The outer shell of me
I am still a person
The same one you know
It is just some skin
I more easily show
I’m standing here now
With no place to hide
Looking forward to life
And the rest of the ride
November 20, 2009