gaelicgemCourtnis slave's blog: "Poetry"

I wish I'd never met you, another fool I could have been kissing. I wish I'd never met you, so I wouldn't know what I was missing. The game you play is cruel, something I don't deserve. The way you make me feel, makes me lose all my nerve. I'm not asking for a promise, just a chance. I'm not asking for the world, just a backward glance.

Is this love or only fate, random dispair or unending hate? You didn't leave me to fall, you left me with nothing at all...

I see her as a goddess, but you treat her like a slut. You left her in the garden bleeding from the invisible cut. Your action speaks louder then harsh words ever could. Sit her up on a high throne, then burn her like scrap wood. Paint your sweet lies upon her ever trusting ears. The leave her for dead because you can't face your fears. Face of an angel but something with in you dies. Black hearted criminal, you can only demonize. Leave her alone you can only cause her pain. Fly from her side don't try to explain. Alone in the cold she'll slowly drift insane. Leave her in mercy, don't drag her down again.

I'm so much more complex, Then the sum of all my parts. An empty girl, filled With hopes and dreams. Sitting dark-eyed in the rain, and praying for relief. How can I say those dark things, floating just beneath the surface? How can I ask you to share my pain, when we've only begun to share the light? How could I spread this stain on my soul? So I sit in silence, and hope you can see beneath. Wanting so badly to fill the void, but not wanting to chase you away. Too late for that I fear, your already edging for the door.

An angel's eyes in an angel's face, Solumn words on pouty lips. Sychronicity in such a place, Harsh history can't eclipse. Bringing down a thing you can't understand, You hide in fear again. Running from a trusting hand, Hiding from the "where?" and "when?" Alone forever if you can't accept, Lost in a vast sea. Solitude is the friend you kept, Afraid of the real one you found in me. You were 2 good 2 b true, Which makes me 2 good 4 u.