SOMETIMES I SIT AND THINK,
WHY WAS I BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD..
TO BE LONELY AND DEPRESSED,
AND CANT FIND A GIRL..
WHO WILL LOVE ME FOR ME,
AND UNDASTAND WHO I AM..
EXTERMINATE MY PAIN, DRY MY TEARS
AND DO WHATEVA THEY CAN..
TO MAKE ME HAPPY,
MAKE ME FEEL LIKE NOTHING CAN COMPARE..
TO THE LOVE THAT WE MAKE,
THE FEELINGS THAT I CAN NOT BEAR..
IF YU LOOKED INTO MY EYES,
WHAT DO YOU THINK U WOULD C?..
A HAPPY, LIFE-LOVIN GIRL,
THAT MAKES DREAMS INTO REALITY?..
BUT SHYT, THATS FAR FROM RIGHT,
THE LIFE I LIVE IS COLD..
BEEN FED BULLSHYT LIES,
SINCE I WAS 9 YEARS OLD..
I GO TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT,
HOPEIN FOR BETTA DAYS..
BUT THEN I WAKE UP,
AND THA BULLSHYT NEVA FADES AWAY.
