It really was a folly of youth,
I should have been more careful.
After this I always was.
At 15 I heard the 2 words every teen dreads,
The 17 year olds says "I'm pregnant."
It wasn't mine,
It couldn't be.
I was too young to be a father.
I had my whole life to live.
It was not mine,
Impossible, crazy, terrible, unreal.
Or was it?
Time line was correct.
I was the only one, right?
No.
She swore I was wrong.
She lied.
She aborted.
At nearly 40, no kids.
Makes one wonder.
Will I ever give a father's love?
