numb to the inside out
layed across the floor
as if a corpse has replaced thy soul
dead to the world
yet not new to the dead
reality is surfacing
and i begin to relize
who is this girl that everyone knows so well
yet dont really know at all
as i lay there i dont even recognize my own self
when you fake who you are for so long you tend to believe you are this person
until your walls come crashing down
your true colors show
everyone see's them
yet no one will confront you
maybe its best this way
for people to believe that you are something else
than what you truly are
more than likely they wont like who you are
behind closed doors
so i will continue to hide who i really am
its worked so well so far
so here i go
with a smile
yet all the lies are right there between my teeth
yet people dont look that hard
time to face the world
with the absent reality
-lipstick_n_guns
to whom reads dont take everything i say to heart its just food for thought
