Emotions comsume me.
My face for the world to see.
Happy and sadness included.
Filled with emotions make me deluded.
Why did god make us this way?
Not knowing how to feel each day.
my mind seems to wander.
But only of life does it ponder.
Should i be narrow and straight.
Not knowing the outcome of my fate.
Should i live or should i die.
Would i be welcome home in the sky.
Drugs seem to take it away.
Till i am sober the next day.
Cutting to see myself bleed.
Seems to come as a need.
Away to stop the hurt inside.
Away for me to run and hide.
Just when you think you have it together.
You flip and change just like the weather.
When people get close i push them away from me.
The pain and sorrow i shelter them to see.
All of the things that are inside.
All of the things i try to hide.
Life seems so bitter and slow.
When you dont know where to go.
A life full of nothing but pain.
A life of a dead soul with nothing to gain.
written by lady of kaos
