I cant think
mind traped
just a wink
a gentle smack
wake up from this
someone save me please
Terror overwelming
I can't release
Tears are falling
you just can't see
I am fading
into disbelief
thoughts of feelings
racing through my head
I want to
I have to I just can't find the time
lonliness is my troubble
acceptance for it so weak
I cant hardly speak
I am searching beyond my bounderies
and nothing I have found in there
mind so wondered
with illimulating faces
simply just tease
my lasting uncovered
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Quitely to my darling love I send
My sorrowful feelings that tear me
A lasting bond that wont break or bend
For I feel my endingis what I see
I close my eyes and in my mind are frames
Your smile, your face feeling your warm embrsce
Taken away only anger may tame
The feeling that were left in your place
My heart slowly dies down
THe beating cease
A beauty trait a smile turned to frown
Your love held it together piece by piece
Wave my white flag and turn in my crown
I have not given up all sincere hope
But on my reconing you shal not dote
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One window is all I need to cry
And wish I could fly
Far away from all the yells fights and screams
It never ends so it seems
One window is all I need
To feel free
To be able to be me
And not what others want me to be
One window is all I need to feel the solitude of the world
One window is all I need
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When your heart turns cold
it causes your heart to freeze
it spreads through out your soul
like a ruthless disease
the walls that were once down
are now standing firm and tall
safe from hate, love, pain, joy
until your heart feels nothing at all
when your heart turns cold
a babys cry means nothing
a dead corps is trivial
mothers neglecting children is daily
loneliness becomes your routine friend
death seams like tranquility
sleeping is never pleasant
if you even sleep at all
you forget ideas and
turn off al reasons to make sure the product gets sold
you don't understand anything
when your heart turns cold.
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Sometimes when I'm alone
I cry because I'm on my own
The tears I cry are bitter and warm
They flow with life
But take nothing from them
I cry because my heart is torn
And find it hard to carry on
If I had an ear to confide in
I would cry among my treasured friends
But who do you know
That stops for long
TO help another cary on
The world moves fast
And would just as eaisly pass you by
Than stop to see what makes you cry
