Jenn's blog: "Poems"

Acid Rain Effervescent clouds Raining in the desolate corners Of my dementia Sparkling under the crescent moon Dancing in the twinkling orchids Of my vividly water-colored euphoria Tell me the secrets Secrets that sedate Tell me you'll rescue Rescue me from my fate Internally bleeding from the Walls of my mind Running from insanity Searching for things I'll never find Hanging from the noose Of your conformity

Dark Room Darkness, darkness my room, darkens me, becomes my Gethsemane garden; here no one within except mad shadows pearly gray, a strange fire in candle dream weaver's mystic rays, of Harlequin, its unwoven tapestry reveals tortured conclusions, whose heart beats in manic density, "Dream of the Red Chamber" bedside reader...no tranquility, a photograph of her, Snapdragon begin with flickering ones to speak, say: "Only through Love one feels pain of time, and makes Time completely still, end."

Dream of Death A time to die When all hope has past And all that lies ahead is misery Is there any point in continuing to fight Time always runs out eventually for the lonely Single meals heated in the microwave Single seats on planes surrounded by happy voices Only half a lifetime But its time to call an end AUTHOR UNKNOWN Euthanasia would be a simple solution But they make it harder for human kind No lethal injection to take away the pain Nothing to lose, nothing to gain Just drifting through the days Waiting for something to happen But it never does, it never does, So all I do is wait in vain A dull, nagging, long endured pain The pain of lost opportunities The pain of stupid mistakes Only the foolish wait for their lives to change You have to make it happen So take the knife And end this life And come tomorrow There will be time for sorrow It is easy to die when you write it down Put down the pen and wipe away that frown Go to sleep and dream of death Go to sleep and dream of death One day your dream will last forever... Your dream will last forever....forever...forever

Through The Darkness I lived in darkness Withdrawn from modern life My mind was full of negativity And my mood was depressed I can relate to the melancholic poets And the gothic literature of Edgar Allan Poe These lost souls are misunderstood This is not a quest for evil But a search for positive energy AUTHOR UNKNOWN I will come out of this stronger Wiser and more sympathetic I felt so restrained by modernity By the pressure to conform and look good I took a razor and cut through the superficial layer To get in touch with my soul I had to risk losing my life To realise how precious it is Now I am fully restored A cloak of darkness surrounds me I see the world in crystal clear vision Droplets of blood fall from my eyes A memory of the sadness I endured A bright new spirit guides me But the darkness will always be there To remind me how bright these days are

RAIN DROPS FALL ON OUR FACES AS WE WALK THRU THE NIGHT WONDERING WHY SHOULD I LIVE, WHY SHOULD I LOVE, IS THERE NO ONE OUT THERE?AS WE TURN AROUND THE CORNER OUR EYES MEET AS THE RAIN DRIPS FROM OUR HAIR ONTO OUR FACES STARING EACH OTHER IN THE EYES THINKIN WHERE HAVE U BEEN ALL MY LIFE ALL OUR LIFE WE HAVE BEEN DIRECTED IN THE WRONG PATH WE WERE RIGHT HERE JUST NEEDED TO BE DIRECTED TO EACH OTHER TO HAVE FOUND EACH OTHER WAS WORTH THE WAITIN AND ALMOST GIVING UPRAIN DROPS FALL ON OUR FACES AS WE TALK THRU THE NIGHT

I Love You I Love You are words that you can never express more than your feelings When I say I Love You it comes from my whole heart and soul! If you Love someone never be scared to say it because it will mean the world to them, but don't say it and then take it back!

So Far......Yet So close How can you be so far and yet so close in my heart How did you capture my heart when so far and yet so close Sittin wonderin if you're thinkin the same thing Im sure you are, because I know I am So so far and yet so so close, how can be so Question will remain til, we are together Holdin, touchin, breathin, feelin, kissin and sayin I Love You So so far yet so close...in my heart ur never far ur just close

Do You Feel What I Feel Sittin here wondering what your thinking about How you're feeling and how I'm feeling Is it just me or is it both of us feeling the same thing How is it so.....How true can it be.....What made us start talkin.....How can it be we think alike Will we feel the same when we meet, dunno who knows maybe less, maybe more who knows we will know when time comes Til then I wonder do you feel what I feel

LAYING HERE Layin here thinkin about you While my heart is beating for you wondering if your heart is beatin for me Knowing it does makes me even more in love with you As my eyes close all i can see is you holding me so close tightly Then i whisper ever so softly in you ear i love you baby You hold me even more closer Then i fall sleep safetly knowin ur there in my heart