My life was over
I wished myself dead
Thoughts of sadness
Swarmed through my head
A heart torn completely
An eye no longer able to tear
A soul with no purpose
A life full of fear
The final days approached
I would now go on to better places
A place with no judgment
Based on looks or on races
I could be me
And no one would care
The laughter would stop
No one would stare
That’s all I’ve wanted
But the worlds full of hurt
And for that reason
I chose to be 6 ft under dirt
No one can hurt me now
I chose death over life
I now sit with angels
With no pain and no strife
I doubt I’m missed
And I no longer care
For I’m better off up here
Then I ever was there.