Waiting in the darkness,
For some light to shine,
Ever since she left,
My world has been dark and cold,
Loss of all feeling,
No more control over emotions,
I sit here and wonder,
Why life has left me all alone,
No more love to give,
No more tears to cry,
Feeling cold and empty inside,
As though sometime soon,
I will be cradled in the arms of darkness,
As my life slowly says goodbye.
As I sit here with arms and wrists bleeding,
I wonder why God why,
Why can't I just end my life,
Tormented and tourtured is my soul,
Broken and torn apart is my heart,
Why can't I just forever enter the dark?
Wam blood flowing over me, but true darkness I will never see,
Why do I have to live?
Knives, guns, ropes and chains, nothing will take away my pain,
Blind within a light I can never truly see,
Why must I live life in misery?