MizPlaymate of Rawk KGB's blog: "POEMS"

you wrap your arms around me my heart tremble with love for you I am happy I am with you the simple touch of your skin makes my senses run rampant I am happy I am with you your voice so intoxicating I have to grasp for air I am happy I am with you the alarm sounds I wake to a new day reality embeds itself in my broken heart I am cold and alone

There's something about you I just can't forget I think about you all the time. to me, you're perfect your eyes are so blue and your blond hair shines. I want to be more then friends, I want to cross that line you're a God-sent angel you're my paradise on earth! I'll love you forever, whatever that is worth everytime I look up in the sky I see that the stars spell your name. no matter what happens, babe, I'll love you just the same. there's a old sayin' bout destiny, and I know it's true boy. you know we're meant through and through you are my plan A you're number one in my heart, we'd be a perfect match, I want our love to start.

not a day will go by that I wont think of you I'll wonder if you're in heaven thinking about me too that thought of tomorrow turn into today. there are so many things I meant to say softly drifting in a peaceful breeze tongue tied and twisted are all my memories. as I walked down memory lane, I need you here to numb my pain. In a world where innocense is so quickly claimed, it is so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid. out of everything you taught me, one thing still remains. * I've learned what winning is all about a plain and simple lesson- giving up is the easy way out. * I'll never let go and wont forget not a minute of my day will I regret. I promised you a simple task, and no matter how bad you knew it would hurt. you had to ask. So...I PROMISE I'LL... * SMILE *

I'll know it's real when the clouds seperate because our love has pushed them a side I'll know it's true when I think of you because I know you're thinking of me I'll know it's meant to be when all I see is you because I only dream of you I'll know forever when life moves along but we stay locked in time I'll know we'll stay forever when I hear another heartbeat and it's yours.... next to mine

I love your stubby fingers and your crooked little toes I love your chubby cheeks and your little button nose I love your pretty brown eyes and your pretty brown hair I love your rosy lips and your dimpled dernere I know that you'll grow up to be such a perfect lady because your such a perfect baby.

Lying on my bed, I look into the skies, Reaching my hand up to your hand, And stare into your eyes. Your sweet face fades away, My arms are still left empty Alone on my bed I lay, Only my memories with me I lie alone again tonight In no one can confide, I am alone again tonight, Because of things my hands are tied. I sleep alone again tonight, thoughts of you fill my mind. Who knew love was dreary? I thought love was lovely. I guess when you're not near me, Love handles me roughly. At 2o clock I wake from dreaming, Alone still on my bed. I get up and start thinking, I don't want you out of my head, Images of you and I Just sittin together Dance in my head like the night sky I want you for mine forever I lie alone again tonight Without your body by my side I think alone again tonight in no one I confide.

I'm sorry I hope you believe me, I really mean it this time well, for doing what I did and hurting you sorry, I know you think it's overrated, but I am sincere this time sorry again for being an awful person, I didn't even seen it it makes my heart ache to see you confused just forgive me, plase, give me a away, or put me in a drawer you can try to to smile or maybe even cry a little you know a part of us died you can close your eyes and try to look away but what can make this all better?

It's her little brown curls- held up so tight its that ice cream mess you clean up at night her toys in your room your things gone missing that causes you to love that she makes up with kissing she swims and she splashes with her in the tub your clothes, wet, and floor soaked she reaches for a hug you cuddle and love on the couch for an hour then send her to bed as she resists with such power hold her hands- kiss her cheek you do this everyday you do this for weeks she is sweet, she is good she is quiet, and she is loud she is the best little baby she makes you so proud she is liked very well loved just as much and a baby untouched

My soul is sad my heart is sad and there isn't alot I can do it's tearing me to shreads and I can't seem to figure things out but the one thing that makes me happy is you and i'm sorry I cant show you how happy I am when I'm with you I'm sorry that this sadness has stolen the smile from my face and I hope you know i'm happy even though you can't see it and although my body is tired and lonely and upset it doesn't mean I don't love you just the same because you bring happiness into my life even on my saddest of days and i'm sorry that my smile has been stolen there's so much eating at me and I can't seem to find that one little thing let's the world know How much I care the places I love are now the places I dread and I hate that and it makes me sad to see that happiness on the face of a former friend and I want to be the person who makes them happy like I once could and I wish I could tell you that I still love you even though we're apart but I can't find the time. or the place or even the words to tell you that and i'm sorry that I can't show you how happy you make me because I can't show you and I'm sorry that my smile was stolen.

I've been so many places and I have seen so many faces but only one that stays with me is you. Im sitting here full of fear that I'll never be with you. its you, my heart is dead and stiff I want to stare deep in your eyes and maybe you'll realize how much you mean to me. all I want to do is sit down holding you and playing with your hair but life is just not fair everytime I use the phone to call you, my voice turns to stone around you, I may act strange but my feelings will never change. Im putting those words out there out in the open air: YOU'RE THE ONE I WANT THE ONE I NEED YOUR EVERYTHING TO ME