sonydude's blog: "poems"

Hold My Heart In My Hands Reach Out To You Please Grab It I Give It To You The One Thing I Have Been Holding So Dear But Please Take Care I Have No Fear Your Love Is The One That Brought Me Here author unknown Alone and unfeeling Current mood: artistic Category: Romance and Relationships Out underneath a blanket of stars The moon light washes over you you glow along the tree line As you step slowly into the forest And you are alone for the first time Silently you walk Passing through Deepening You become lost amongst yourself Are you not where you want to be Away from home and society You're not alone For the moon watches down on you with kindness Lighting your way Showing you the dangers that you're unaware of You echo upon yourself Asking the same question As asked before Inhale deep Hold it all inside Remember what if feels like When you find yourself short of breath And running from the answer You've always wanted to know Which way is out What path is over You wonder why it feels so good to be alone In search of the only thing that matters A heart to love For love to you is unknown Unpredictable And there for unsafe A worthless concept Is it so hard to understand That love is worth the time That it is worth the price And the pain That it is inside yourself you find this And when found you'll never be the same Author unknown masks Current mood: curious Category: Romance and Relationships MASK'S We all wear all type of mask's. Something that we can hide behind so the outside world does not see ourselves as we see ourselves. I believe that we all can remove these mask's that we hide behind and find someone that will see the inner beauty inside ourselves, and see us as we are. So I ask would you join me in the unveiling of our true selves, of removing our mask's. Author Unknown the kiss game Current mood: curious Category: Romance and Relationships i was to lose Our first kiss was just for fun, I was playing a game and I won. Our second kiss was more sincere, we began to talk you held me near. Our third kiss, it began to feel no longer a game, this one was real Our fourth kiss, my heart was calling, I didnt care that I was falling. Our fifth kiss was when you would choose, this was no longer a game and I was to lose. author unknown the hidden truth behind love Current mood: amused Category: Romance and Relationships The Hidden Truth I wear a smile in front of you To try to cover my shame Why didn't I think this through? For now I bear this smile of pain The tears of sorrow roll down my cheek And flow with a neverending pain They leave a permanent silver streak As I live this pitiful life in vain My heart aches in the memory of you And the love that we once shared How could I have lost something so true? My love, best friend...someone who finally cared "It's your destiny." some might say But everytime I hear it I get more upset Now I must spend each passing day In my hopeless world of regret This state of mind eats at me But I just can't forget about you I feel so blind. Why can't I see? For, a love like this nobody should lose These painful words linger on my lips And sting my honest tongue I just can't stop thinking like this And regretting what I have done. author unknown tears Current mood: annoyed Tears As tears fall from my eyes Out fades everything nice I cant help but remember How you made my heart suffer You know I love you dearly Everyone can see that clearly So I wonder why you left me Though when you did I just let it be Maybe you found someone better Maybe you don't want me and you together So I think its better this way For you and me to be away As tears fall from my eyes once more Away goes all my heart sore Because I know I'm now ready for a new love That I'll keep sacred and pure as a DOVE Author unknown Dreams which can come true Current mood: amused Category: Romance and Relationships DREAMS ARE SWEET AND DREAMS ARE GOOD, AS LONG AS I'M DREAMING AND THINKING OF YOU.WHEN I DO,A SMILE APPEARS TO MY FACE,THE SADNESS IS GONE,LEFT WITHOUT A TRACE.I NEVER FELT THIS WAY,I WANNA BE WITH YOU EVRY NIGHT AND DAY.YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO SPECIAL,I FORGET ABOUT THE WORLD,HOPING ONE DAY YOU TOO WILL FEEL THE SAME WAY I DO..I DON'T KNOW IF YOU CARE, CUZ I REALLY CAN'T TELL,ALL I KNOW IS THAT I WANT YOU,AND I WANT YOU NOW,I PROMISE I'LL NEVER LET YOU DOWN. I CAN'T HELP IT,I'M LOST IN LUV,YOU MADE ME FEEL THIS,BUT YOU JUST CAN'T TELL.IN MY HEART IS WHERE YOU STAY,BUT I NEED YOU MUCH MORE THEN WORDS COULD EVER SAY.THERES A SECRET THAT I MUST TELL,LIKE I SAID,I WANT YOU AND I WANT YOU RIGHT NOW.I JUST LUV EVERYTHING IN YOU,WHEN I'M WITH AND AROUND YOU,I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU,I'M SO IN LUV WITH YOU. BUT IT HURTS,IT HURTS SO BAD,JUST TO WANT YOU IN ALL THE WAYS I CAN.IT HURTS TO LUV YOU CUZ YOU PROBLY DON'T CARE,BUT I WANT YOU TO,CUZ I AM HERE.I FEEL SO DIFFRENT AND THATS THE TRUTH,NEVER KNOWING,IF I REALLY REALLY CAN EVER HAVE YOU.I'VE NEVER FELT THIS,IT'S SUCH A RUSH,DAMN,THIS 4 SURE COULD NOT BE JUST A CRUSH.I'M LOST IN LUV,I'LL BE THE FIRST TO ADMIT,YOU HAVE MY HEART,PLEASE DON'T HURT IT. IT'S BAD,AND IT HURTS CUZ UR THE ONE I WANT,HOW DID THIS HAPPEN WHEN I NEVER NEW I STILL HAD MY HEART?BUT IT'S GONE AND IT'S YOURS TO KEEP,LIKE I SAID,PLEASE DON'T HURT IT OR ME.I'VE FALLEN AND I'VE FALLEN SO BAD,BUT EVERYTIME I THINK OF YOU,I MISS AND NEED YOU.I KNOW IT'S PRETTY SAD,JUST HOW I FEEL,BUT REMEMBER,I WANT YOU TO FEEL,JUST HOW IT IS IN MY HEART HOW I FEEL,FEEL FOR YOU.I'VE NEVER BEEN MORE IN LUV,LIKE I'M IN LUV WITH YOU NOW,SO BABY PLEASE, NEVER BREAK MY HEART OR LET ME DOWN.... Athour Unknown my love Current mood: calm Category: Romance and Relationships My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender. author Unknown this is called a wish Current mood: curious Category: Romance and Relationships If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. author Unknown what is love Current mood: confused Category: Romance and Relationships i don't know how did it start it's just that care and love depart i don't know if i'm inlove wit you i just felt my feeling for you are true. ... loving you is not an easy thing to do i don't even know how would i tell it to you i valued much the relationship we have its just that my heart dictated me to love. i realized that the love i have for you is true, i thank GOD for giving the one like you hapiness is what i truly feel i made myself so real. for me, you are actually the best verr different from the rest you are sent by the father above for me to care and love. thank you for everything the happiness that's in you you'd bring you are truly a gift from up above i was so blessed because of your love you're everything for without you, what would life bring? life would be meaningless living in this world so unless i know that you knew about this love i have for you its just that you didn't take it seriously as if you'd taken for granted the love i have for you loving you is painful but with you, life is so meaningful the only thing that i can do is to continue loving and caring for you. i am trying to forget you but it's the most difficult for me to do it's against the will of my heart eventhough we're far apart. now is the right time for you to know that it's so hard to let you go i just want to be true i'm very much in love with you! amused Current mood: amused They say the discisions you make determine your life, Who you are going to be And will you make a good wife. I have made a lot of decisions ... but i can never seem to get them right. Alwasy bad things happen And i can never find the light. I just keep going through life f@*king everything up. And I am sorry for the things I do but I can never seem to stop. In my life people come and go, They dont seem to mind But this makes me care for them more. Relationships never last And the saddness hits me fast. Friends never stay and the saddness never goes. My life keeps going on painfully, But no one seems to notice nothing Current mood: amused Category: Religion and Philosophy i dont really have a certain style in a girl but i also dont go on looks either. There is this one sayin i will never forget or lose it is in my mind all the time. "Its not whats on the outside but whats on the inside that counts" that qoute is so true you shouldnt base you relationships on looks. For some people its hard findin someone to love or share your time with. Cuz now am in my twentys life is to short to chase the prefect someone come on there is a world full of people but there is someone for everyone. this is so true Current mood: ecstatic Category: Romance and Relationships Being in love is not always easy In fact it can be tough The road my often seem so long And sometimes can get rough ... But I promise to do my part And give my very best To love you and take care of you Until I'm laid to rest If you can promise back to me What I have promised you Then together we can live As one instead of two I will always try to understand Please try to in return Then together we will grow From each other we will learn no wings Current mood: creative I'm your angel without wings, Always be yours to in brace, My touch is warm and so is my heart, I'm here to listen and not too judge, I'm your angel without wings. I'm your angel without wings, Don't be afraid to cry on me, My shoulders won't melt and I'll never pull away, I'll hold you forever if that what it takes, I'm your angel without wings. I'm your angel without wings, If I could absorb all your pain, Let you sleep and dream the night away, I'll wrap my arms around you tight, I'm your angel without wings. I'm your angel without wings, I feel calm when you sleep, No more troubles and no more fears, It's good to know that you feel safe in my arms, I'm your angel without wings angel Current mood: artistic I remember that day When she walked into my life There was a certain feeling i got Deep down inside My heart didn't race It seemed to slow down. As if time was standing still I knew she was special The more we talked The closer we became. I knew I had friend And it was going to be for life. The beauty in her face was just a start As I found out later It went deep into her heart That's when I knew I saw an angel that day love Current mood: excited Once, when in my deepest thought With my eyes closed tight for a while I dreamed of a girl, who loved me madly And she came into my world, with a smile. She brightened my life with her passionate love And pierced my soul with her spear When she touched me, I felt it so soothing As she whispered "I love you my dear". Her fingers gently combed my hair And she taught me the meaning of love As she shared her beautiful treasures with me My heart began fluttering like a dove, It was then that I knew for certain, I really was truly in love. When I woke up It was just but a dream And my heart was filled with much sorrow Of course its not the end, because there's always another tomorrow new hope Current mood: cheerful Category: Romance and Relationships As we spoke and kissed in our dreams, life felt so beautiful, it's hard to explain it seems. So I do my best and remember the good. Then I remember when I wake its all a dream, the tears I will shed will cause a flood. You're my dream girl and my angel an ever lasting light. You're my queen my soul mate, I surrender the night. The stars are my gift to brighten the sky. A match made in heaven just you and I. When stars are now fading in comes the bad. But I remember the moments that you and I have had. Time will destroy the bad and stars shine again. The sun will part the clouds and stop heavy rain. Life will be fuller when you come back to me. As strong as a bull, and as wise as an old oak tree. My energy is back and I feel like a star. Shining so bright, but the sun shine you are. So now I feel good, as the rain starts to ease. You have returned to me for not it all seems. This is no dream, and for that I am pleased. Time has no meaning it's all seemed to freeze. I don't see nothing, just you and me. I have waited a life time so I beg on my knee. Please stay with me, I see in your eyes. The love you are giving makes time fly. We will be together for an eternity in time. As long as you are with me my poems will rhyme, I love you forever and together we shall be. A match made in heaven just you and me am happy again Current mood: happy Category: Romance and Relationships There is a girl I think of night and day, There is only one girl my heart will take, Only one girl that gives me a reason to wake up every day, One girl I dream about, one girl I care about, A girl that's got a little piece of heaven inside of her, I see the world by just looking into her eyes, One kiss, one touch from her freezes time and it's a moment That will last till the end of days, Her heart her mind her soul is touched by heavens grace, She's an angel what more can I say, Her smile her laugh is as bright as the sun, She's perfect in every single way, She's an angel, she's my world, she's the air I breathe, She's the one I need to live; she's a girl I want, A girl I need, a girl that is you, and that will be u till the end. a little better inside Current mood: cheerful Before we met, you use to be a dream. A piece of my heart was missing, along with a piece of my soul. Loneliness surrounded me, with no one to talk to, with no one to love me, with no one by my side I grew emptier and emptier. As days rolled by without a trace I prayed and prayed for the empty space in my heart, in my soul to be filled. The air I breathed was cold, and the skies were dark with rain that dropped sadly into my eyes, but as I turned to shut the door to life I felt an angel pick me up from where I had fallen, from where I was dying I looked up too see the most beautifulness girl I have ever seen. My eyes were locked on yours, stunned and without a word you touched my life with love, outside I could hear the rain quietly stop beating on the ground, while the darkness in the skies separated into rays of light over the horizon. Looking into your eyes, a tear came to mine, not a tear of sadness, but a tear of happiness and joy. You were no longer a dream, you were a dream come true, I prayed for someone to take my loneliness away but I never prayed for an angel like you. You didn't just take a place in my heart, and in my soul, you took all of it. Just like that my loneliness was gone, you part of me and I am part of you, without you I am not whole, I am nothing. past love that still hurts Current mood: confused • How can I love you when I barely even know you? • Why is it that what I feel I know is real? • What will it take for you to feel the same? • When that time comes I want you to know that you've always • Been my #1 • I try to change my feelings inside, but if I do I know I'll be internally dying • My body screams my heart cries • How long must I tell myself silly, unreal lies? • I tell myself you want me but even more then I want you • That if I'm not by your side soon you'll go crazily insane and must be put in a cage like the wild animals @ a local zoo • I'm such a fool that I brain wash myself to thinking there might be something in stored in the future for you and me • I must free myself of these crazy fantasies • And open my eyes wide enough to see my true reality • But see that's just the problem • My eyes see for you • My hands reach for you • My mouth speaks for you • My heart beats for you • I think I was meant for you • Because as crazy as it seems you really are my dream come true • It's weird because in the beginning you didn't mean as much to me as I put you now • You were just a regular acquaintance that was always hanging around • My heart lies in chains, you got it bound • You caught it w/your smile and your cute little frown • Those brown eyes of yours got me in a daze • Your touches and gestures make me think you know what I feel and you're playing little mind games w/me or is it real? • I tell you it's so insane how you can make my heart be still • When I hear you speak I get so weak that I can barely think • You have no clue what you do to me • Sometimes it feels as though I can't even breathe! • How can I tell you this w/out you putting a further distance between us? • I so bad want answers to questions I have of you • But won't ask cause I'm afraid of facing the honest truth • What's sad is that I know what it is that I want and I see my happiness but I know what I got and there lies my sadness • There's no doubt that it's going to hurt when I have to let go • But see what I wanted you to know was who this poem was really meant for • I don't want you to dislike or hate me more than you already do • I just wanted to let you know someone fell hard actually • Deeply in love with you! why is love so far away Current mood: lonely Category: Romance and Relationships As I glaze upon a dark night sky, a thought comes to this wiery mind An angel with the light that can shine threw my darkest nights Through the clouds and beyond the stars, She always makes me smile from a far I feel so close to you, but yet were miles away Beyond my touch, is where you lay. Though it always seem that you're on my mind I know God did a special job with you, you're one of a kind Out of my reach and far from my sight, I look up and see a star that's burning so bright A star in the night sky is what you now are to me, The farthest one for me to see. So, I make a wish upon that shining star tonight, Holding the thought of you so tight That you will always think of me Beyond this distance between us, That is too far to see what is true love Current mood: amused Category: Romance and Relationships My love for you was like the oceanand you were my full moonI rored and wept and longed for youmy tides were high when you were in my sightand all day long all I wated for youand all night long I tryed to reach youso high up in the sky that to you I must have seemed like a grain of sandyou were so far away that my loudwinds and roaring must have sounded likea tree in forrest falling when no one is aroundthe harder I tryed to reach the further away you seemedyou blocked me out with clouds of thunder I would beg and pled and after all this time here I amstill awaiting the day wheni reachyou to the one i used to love and would never cheat nor run from Current mood: mellow Category: Romance and Relationships Im sorry Im not worthy of your love. Im sorry I gave you my heart. The hardest thing to give that has worth and meaning is shattered, discarded lying in a million parts. If I was to blame you, then that would be a shame, for my soul still cries out for you, when in the dark I call out your name. I wish I could play the hard role and say my love was never true. But the fact of the matter is from the beginning I was number two. I thought that I could love you more than any man ever had; though all my attempts were lost on you now seem so very sad. The heaven I found in your gaze has turned into a living hell. When he calls I see the way your face lights up and the happiness in you swells. You write him everyday, I see how much that him you do adore. The cold hard realization of this, rocks me to my core. I guess I was just part time or maybe just a temp, maybe that cliché is true, that love is just for simps. They say It is better to have loved once and lost, then to never love at all. But the mother f*ckers who said that sh*t didnt have this far to fall. I have no one else to blame, I can only blame me. I knew from the beginning that we may never be. Now that I look back, I see you pictured him every time we embraced. When you were looking in my eyes did you see me or his face? Should I just check myself right now and say the better man got the girl? Maybe I should just quote Too Pac and scream out F*** the world! I couldnt be the first guy, but I wanted to be the last. I guess my only purpose was to help the time go past. Now that I recall, I should have listened to my mother. She said get your affairs in order before you give your heart to another. She told me I moved to fast, at too quick of a pace. I look back now and see I was like a fat man running a race not fast, out classed... cursed to not come in first. The fact that I lost you to him when I know Im the better man only makes it worst. Some might ask how could you have lost her love when you didnt possess a thing? And I will say if you ever question how true my love is for her you will hear the angels sing. The worst feeling in the world is to love and not be loved back. When you are around someone your chest feels tight, and their's only feels slack. The beginning of my living hell began with that last hug. When I realized as I walked through that door and it closed that you chose to be with him. waiting for love Current mood: bored Category: Life Looking for an angel who was sweet as dove Who filled my heart with full of love. So there I was searching every where for her Couldn't find, thinking what I have done to her. Couldn't stop, my heart wanted her more and more So there I was knocking on heaven's door Asking the other angels if she's around To return my heart where she has found I'll be waiting if she comes back from above This is what I felt, when I had an angel's love to the one i used to love and would never cheat nor run from Current mood: pissed off Category: Romance and Relationships Ive been home all alone for some time Staring silently into the deep blue sky Wishing that we didnt have to say good bye Not yet at least Even though our loving never increased I just wish it would be a crime To break some ones heart The only thing I can do it fall apart No one can conceal What does not appeal to one self But Ive been feeling weak Because my heart break is on its highest peak Never thought love would end like this But a relationship consists Of two bodies and one soul We both lost control From the beginning Till that day you broke my heart. always love Current mood: amused Category: Life All the other thoughts fading away from me, all that's on my mind is the memories of you and me. I can't stop thinking of you, I can't stop feeling your touch, and hearing your voice I miss everything we have ever done together. I play it over and over in my mind like a movie frozen in time the looks on your face, your warm embrace. I could never forget but I know you have already forgotten me moved on to some other girl or guy telling her or him. She or he is the only one you could ever love and will ever be with, even though I know who you really are, I keep wishing that you were the person I thought you were before. I found out who you really are I miss that person. Will he ever return to me and hold me close again I can only wish and pray and then maybe someday you will be mine again, and we will be making our dreams come true together love Current mood: impressed Category: Life Why should love be based on a kiss, when a kiss only tells lies, if you want to know what real love is look deep into someone eyes. If the eyes do not speak look to where you're not weak and there you'll find the love that you seek. whats is love Current mood: okay Category: Life I say I love you But is it because I am blind with your smile Or because I am young I don't know if I love you or not All I know that my heart skips a beat I can hear myself laughing Oh and I can see myself smiling I do all of this when I see and talk to you Is it love and are you my true love I am not sure I just want to know Are you my true love I deeply hope so.