Its a moonlit night
a stary sky.
a perfect time
for you to be
by my side
hold me tight.
please dont leave my sight.
you are my strength.
when im scared
you are what makes me smile
when no one's there.
when im with you
im never afraid.
the rest of the world
disappears in every way
My final goodbye
Tears build up
Please don’t let them fall
Last time I heard your voice
Was the last time you called.
Now I’m sitting
In this damn bench
Wishing for a little more time
It’s to early for goodbye
You were the love of my life
You never knew
What I felt inside was true.
Now its time
Time for my final goodbye
All eyes are on me
Everyone is watching me
I’m the first to see
You resting so peacefully
My sorrow gets the best of me.
Now on my knees
The first tear falls
Finally I give in
Bawling, wishing for one more time
To say goodbye.
Wanting one more time
To look in your eyes.
Pleading, please get up
This isn’t right.
I was supposed to be
The first to say goodbye
You did nothing wrong
Now I sit here crying.
Wishing it wasn’t goodbye
But cya another time.
This isn’t right
You were to young,
To die
for my best friend
best friends
that is what we are
friends till the end
is what we
will always be.
the best day
was when i met you
and now that day
will never end.
there will always be
a piece of you
here with me.
no matter how far apart
we will always be
in each others memories.
the same we are
you and me
we make each other
laugh constantly.
for once
i'm alive inside
all because
you believed in me
you and me
best friends,
till the end
is what we
will always be
MEANING
One day
You lose
The one thing
That means
Everything to you.
You go on
Day to day
Till that one day
When you have to remember
What they took
From you
“things happen”
Some say
Until that fateful day
When their plan
Plows up in their face
The one thing
They least expected happened
On one day
They lost one of their own
To the bullying
Of their peers
She was once
One of them
Till depression took in
She took one thing away
From her family
That everyone thought
Needed to stay
Told her friends
That tomorrow will come
Even if she couldn’t make it today
Some called her crazy
For doing something
To people she loved
I guess they don’t realize
That they could be the one
To push her that far
To hurt the important ones
Who were there for her no matter
What happened
On this one day
Everyone regrets
What they did
To her that drove her this far
This day is filled with sorrow
From the family
Of this beloved one
Her friends think
What could they have done to stop her
The place that let them
Treat her like they did
Now wants people to forgive
Some come to see her
In this time of sorrow
The y tell her family
That they are sorry
Her family doesn’t know
Why she did what she did
The peers she worried about
So much before
Don’t make a difference any more
They all know
What made her
Decide to leave
Their bullying
Dug into deep
They wish they could take back
What they did before
But its to late
She’s here no more
CAN YOU
You all look at me
See the hurt and pain
The abuse that took place
You sealed my fate
Who cared about
What’s her face
You don’t need
To worry no more
My face turned pale
Eyes shut tight
My box will be
Lifted tonight
Your only memory of me
Is my name
Now carved in stone
Under here I’m laid to rest
Now it’s your turn
To take the test
Can you look at me
See the hurt and pain
All the abuse that took place
See my face turned pale
Eyes shut tight
Waiting for the blow
To end my life
You cant
Can you
CLEAR MY MIND
Sit here and look at the sky
To clear my mind
But to many clouds
Have covered my eyes
All I see
Is your face
Staring back at me
Killing my faith
I try to understand
Why you hurt me like you do
Won’t leave me alone
You are even
In my dreams
You haunt me
Till the day I die
You never realized
The pain I have inside
I try to escape
I hide behind
These green drapes
When you find me
I will lay in this field
To take the pain
That you will make sure
Someone will have made
Until then I will
Sit here and look at the sky
To clear my mind
To remove these clouds
That cover my eyes
FEELING INSIDE
You don’t know
How I feel.
Sometimes I cant
Believe its real.
How can his
Love be true.
Got a feeling
Inside. I cant find.
Not sure how
To describe, exactly
What I feel inside.
A love of everyone’s
Dreams. A fear
That would bring
Anyone to their
Knees. A wait
Worth wild.
A desire to be in
His embrace, every second
Of everyday.
The day has come.
He gets down
On one knees,
And asks you “will
You marry me?”
This is where it
Begins or ends
Its time for you to
Decide. Do you let him
Join you on this final
Ride, or kill him
From the inside.
You don’t know
How I feel.
Sometimes I cant
Believe its real.
tell me what you think
