SyrDaemonChilde's blog: "Poems"

As I sit here with arms and wrists bleeding, I wonder why God why, Why can't I just end my life, Tormented and tourtured is my soul, Broken and torn apart is my heart, Why can't I just forever enter the dark? Wam blood flowing over me, but true darkness I will never see, Why do I have to live? Knives, guns, ropes and chains, nothing will take away my pain, Blind within a light I can never truly see, Why must I live life in misery?

Waiting in the darkness, For some light to shine, Ever since she left, My world has been dark and cold, Loss of all feeling, No more control over emotions, I sit here and wonder, Why life has left me all alone, No more love to give, No more tears to cry, Feeling cold and empty inside, As though sometime soon, I will be cradled in the arms of darkness, As my life slowly says goodbye.

Hiding in the darkness, Forsaking the light, Abandoned and discarded, Like a plaything no longer needed, My heart draggedthrough th brambles of love, Torn and ripped apart, Splattering the roses with my crimson, Lost with no one to hold, No one to care, My soul cries for companionship, Yearning for one of like mind, Screaming into the void, Only to realize no one is there, Hiding in the darkness, Alone with my pain forevermore.

Darkness closing in, The demon struggles to be released, Pain, misery, and agony is all that's left within, Making him stronger by the minute, Look deep within the cold, glossy eyes, And find certain death within, The flames of hatred and bitterness, Burns deep within your soul, Feasting on your fear and dispair, Drowning his thirst with your blood, A dark soul forever immortal, As the darkness closes within.

In the darkness, I see a dark maiden, Forever lost within her presence, Always left craving more, My neck I freely offer, For the sweet crimson you ask, Warm breath upon my skin, Pain in sweet extasy I feel, No longer am I lost, But I am forever bound, Black roses spring from the ground, Where drops of crimson have fallen to the ground, Essence of life taken, Souls forever connected, Life burning within, Never to walk the road of darkness alone again.

Alone in the darkness, Searching for life, Wanting to be needed, Yearning to be loved, Emptiness fills my heart, I long to feel wanted, No longer to be alone, My soul flies freely searching, For a mate that can never be found, Tears run like a river, As I realize I'm all alone, Forever to walk within the darkness alone.

Two hearts rise and swoon, Like the tides controlled by the moon, Love and laughter rises, As the new day blooms, Hearts gathered around to meet, As if for the first time they truly beat, Soulmates for some and lovers for others, Love lost and found anew, Just like the springtime blooms, Relationships start a new begining.

Lonely hearts forgotten, Like dreams never to come, Pain and misery is all they see, Growing cold while longing for warmth, Awaiting to burn with desire, Wishing someone could light the fire, Love is needed to bring these hearts to life, A love to last forever, To hold them through the night, Full of love these hearts are true, All they need is someone to love them too, Wishing upon wishes to fulfill your dreams, These lonely hearts search for life.

Blackness is all I see, Death is all I dream, Once our love was true, But now you say we're through, My happiest times were with you, To you my heart belonged, I long to be in your arms again, To feel the warmth of your embrace, Cold inside is all I feel, Emptiness is all that I have, Hopes and dreams shattered, I have nothing left to give, Where did I ever go wrong, To lose your love forevermore.

My hopes were shattered, My dreams lost, Now there's nothing but a world of emptiness, Black is all I see, Cold is all I feel, No warmth to warm my heart, No beauty for my eyes to see, When you left I was left with nothing, Broken as my heart is I try to see, What life there is left for me, You were my heart and soul, My soulmate to the end, Now I sit in darkness wishing my life would end, Pain and misery are all I find, In this pitiful life of mine, True love and happiness never to see, My life is undone without you with me