yeah so sometimes i get bored and try my hand at poetry here's two of my latest. Check them out if you'd like and tell me what you think if you wanna as well....much love to all
I wish I could sleep
But my mind keeps racin'
And it's you that I'm chasing
All the bullshit that we're facin
I stare into the mirror
And I wish I could feel nearer,
To you, myself, and others
But everyone seems to duck and cover
I feel like Im beginning to smother
In this fire
That burns deep inside
Yet I continue to hide
I continue to smile
And continue to dial
Your numbers so you know that I'm still alive
That I haven't died
Yet something has on the inside
My heart, my soul, hell I don't know
But I could continue to scream
I could continue to cry
Do you even hear my simplest sigh?
ok the next one is a lil longer so bear with me
Is this my purpose?
Damn why does it make me nervous
I battle everything
Take on everything
But I can't seem to face myself
Some one give me some help
And I'm struggling
Fading and fighting
Something much darker
Than I've ever let on
But I'll keep on keepin on
Cuz that's what Emily does
A smile, a hug, an "It'll be fine"
Aret he words I spit
Trust me those are legit
But who's gonna pick me up when I fall down
Who's going to fix my broken crown
Are you just gonna let me drown
And I'm struggling
Fading and fighting
Something much darker
Than I've ever let on
But I'll keep on keepin on
Cuz that's what Emily does
I'm reaching through the darkness
This fight is the hardest
Give me a smile, a hug, an embrace
Look ME in the face
Tell me I can do it
These demons I have ain't shit
That I can do this
Don't fight my battle
But hold me up when I rattle
And I'm struggling
Fading and fighting
Something much darker
Than I've ever let on
But I'll keep on keepin on
Cuz that's what Emily does
