Dustani's blog: "poems i wrote"

There's always that one person that will have you. Your heart drums, Your mouthes moisten, Your smiles brighten. No matter what, you can't get them out fo your head. The dreams acend, The memories grow stronger, The love you share, carries you. When you're with them, you're the only two on earth, and there's no place you'd rather be. Heart's ripen, Soul's collide, and in them you find yourself. When they're hurting, You can't sleep You can't eat, and you want to hold them in your arms and kiss away the pain. They're the one person you'd cry for, die for, maybe even lie for. They're the last face you want to see, the first person you miss when you're gone; your hidden love song.

Sometimes i feel i'm not special. Sometimes i feel like a mistake. Sometimes i feel i couldn't do good in life. Sometimes i feel i would have never found da girl of my dreams. Sometimes i feel like i'm going to fuck up. Sometimes i try to kill myself cause i can't deal with some shit. But there is 1 person who made me feel special, who made me feel like i'm not a mistake, make me do good in life, made me find the girl of my dreams, always tells me i'm not goin 2 fuck up and always stops me from killin myself cuz she loves me 2 much 2 let me do that 2 myself. i wrote this one when i was with my ex

I'll never forget, the day we met I knew you'de be mine, my heart was set. I had to have you, at any cost now without you, I would be lost. I live each day, with you in mind forever strengthening, the ties that bind I'll chat no more, with other women cause this is now, and that was then. You fill each day, with joy and love you must have been sent, from up above. I thought that god, was so unjust then he sent me you, and regained my trust. The End!!

have i ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered species of flower? Have I ever told you that I would give everything up, just for one night to be able to lay near you, to feel your chest rise and fall with each breath you take, just to know that you are real? Have I ever told you that I dream of you often, I dream of you reaching out and touching my hand, simply to let me know that you are there, and everything is okay? Have I ever told you, have I still yet to tell you . . . that I love you?