As darkness fills my mind,
my thoughts turn to rage.
Life has never been kind,
will there be another page?
Will i wake up to the sun,
shining bright in my face?
Or will i die on the run,
from something giving chase?
I debate on my choices,
which way should i go?
What are my chances,
Of recovering from this blow?
Nothing i have ever thought,
has turned out to be true.
I never knew what i had caught,
Intill I met you.
But you are slowly fading,
away from my embrace.
I cant stop you slipping,
I see the tears on your face.
I want to tell u something,
But i dont know if it is right.
I want to say I love you,
And that i will put up a fight.
But seriously can i do that,
And make u wait for happiness?
I know you guys got a past,
And that bring me pure sadness.
I want to be strong and show you,
that its your choice to make.
I dont want to tell u what to do,
follow your heart for heavens sake.
I will be here tommorrow,
when you call my name.
I dont want to bring you sorrow,
for your tears i wont take blame.
I guess writing these words,
has somewhat opened my eyes.
Friend or lover,
I will comfort your crys.
Dont think about hurting me,
I dont want to get in the way.
Just pick what will make you achieve,
happiness and love someday.
I just want whats best for you,
believe that or not.
I love you,
But hold you back i will not!
