scott's blog: "poems i have wrote"

Holidays A time of the year Most people look forward to Spending time with friends and family For me it is a day sitting home alone Just another day of the year Nothing is open thou and there is nothing to do Every one saying how great it is All just wants me to get sick As I have no where to go Or nothing to do No one to spend this holly time of the year with It just makes me depressed and wishes it would all be over with By Scott Homan 10/11/2005

Loneliness Being alone all the time Never knowing if any one will ever visit you Only seeing people at work and when you go to the store Most contact you have with people is over the net Does any one know what it is like to be so lonely? I sit here trying to remember the last time I had company Not remembering the last time Looking at caller id and there has only been One person to call me in over a week People say they get used to it But you never get used to being alone Some days go good and others you just want to end it all You can go from happy to depressed in seconds Only taken something small and trivial to set you off Wondering if there is a plaque about me Something I will probably never know All I want to do is end it all By Scott Homan 10/12/2005