"One Single Thought"
For quite a while now,I have been stuck in a very
deep depression mode and not being able to find my
way out.Continuously feeling as if nothing can ever
make me feel at ease.Staying on ege and wanting it all to end.
I know that this state of mind I've been in truly isnot either good for me emotionally nor physically.
Draining my body's energy out slowly,as if it were
an automobile tire that has a small pin hole in it.
Yet here for the past couple of days,I have been
actually having some what half descent times.Not
worrying about things and being able to once again
be able to talk with my dear and close friends on
the computer.
I must say though,the past two weeks have not been
the very best.For on the fourteenth of January,two thousand-nine,I lost my most closest of uncles to
an accident while on his way home from work.
Then on the twenty-fourth of this month,I had my
thirty-seventh birthday.To no surprise,there was
no celebration for that occasion.Losing my uncle
John Paul was really a shock to me completely.
He as the one family member I was close to other
than my grandfather.Me and Paul we had worked together,lived together and partied together.Just
about everything I've learned in life,I learned from my uncle.
So to have the past three days be quite unevent-
ful and calm, has truly bee a blessing.Being able
to actually be at peace and not being so depressed
is great.I want to leave now with this single
No matter how hard and rough times can be in our
life,always know your family and friends are there
to leand a helping hand and a shoulder upon which
we may lean upon for support.
P.J.Page
Jan28,2009
7:40am
