My Life is passing by before my eyes
And im throwing it all away
The love I have for him I hold dear
Never letting go of the possibility
That he may return to me
People come in and out of your life
But never one like him
He was special
We were special
He made me feel special
I hope he knows I will wait till the end of time
End of time
Funny
That’s what he called himself
Should that have been a warning
A red flag, if you will
I don’t know
The best part is, it’s all my fault
I did this
I pushed him away
I made me this way
What should I do now
What is the point of life without him
Do I go on strong
Hoping he returns to me
Do I run and hide
Like I used to do
Or do I give up all hope
Knowing he will never want me again
There are other men, there are other men
That’s what they keep telling me
But I don’t want those other men
I want him
I don’t know how to live anymore without him
I don’t want to live anymore without him
There are three paths ‘lie’ in front of me
Which one do I take
None of them are labeled
And each one looks better than the last
But I stand here at this pitch fork in the road
Alone and shivering from emptiness and exhaustion
Hoping that I choose the right path
Hoping he will be at the end…
