Lamar's blog: "Poem"

Heartbroken Nothing better than to sleep To forget that you are gone To forget your lies Forget the way You told me You never loved me Forget the way You looked at me When you left me I want to forget I want to leave this world Close my eyes Fall to sleep to stop the heart From beating I want to block awayThe world to stop the pain In my heart I want my heart to stop beating To stop bleeding From your words Your lies

whats true love you tell me and i will tell you people say they love you but is it true or are they lying and playing you well some are true and some are just you so tell me what is the real truth is your love true or you just playing me like you always wanted to do well i can say is F**K YOU because there is no true love between me and you and guess what my true love is within me the only person that can love me and see you guess it and thats me

Being your daddy pleasin you loving you making you want all of me while i slowing masssage that body making you feel my hands all over your body until you cant take it any more and pull me down to you kissing all over you makking the mood so hot and horny pleasing each other to we out of breath and looking into each others eyes and just say i love you to each other until next time

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I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for you are to far away so I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this dayI know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say I love you

A Ghost with no soul no heart and is just cold no one can love a ghost oh so You may say you do but he feels you dont You cherish and him but there is nothing there for him so as he goes off inot the night he looks back and know there was no place for a ghost to be a sight

Looking into the beauty of the sky I see the beauty of you The Love The Passion But While you away all I see is the dakrness The Pain The Torture But when I look up Into the beauty of the sky I always remember the beauty of you And I look back and and think That I will always love you And Keep you in my heart So we will always stay ture

You was there to keep me going in the morning You was there to make me happy when iam down But now you gone and i never smile And now all i do is look down in defeat Because it seems like there is no more me And now you have a man Leaving me without a plan But i know it was my fault that you left me And now i see where i will be But as long as you happy I will keep myself down and out And just to look wishsing that I can Just keep the love i had with you an me

Thinking about freakin you making your heart skip that beat making your knees weak just making you want more and more until you cant take no more of me. Just making it feel so right just for me and you. Just doing whatever you want me to do to you loving you touching you eating you all you can ever believe until we both go to sleep and you thinking about ways of how you want me to freak you