by Jo 2/07
Passions burning from deep within
nothing can stop it's flame.
Hoping that one day someone will share this
because the loss of such desire would be ashame.
Does someone feel this same existance
this feeling of helplessness
waiting for love to come alive.
Yes for I am not alone in this quest
there are many out there who stand the test.
The wanting to be touched ~ held ~ kissed
or even just a warm soft body by your side that is missed.
I feel as though I'm bleeding from within
my very essence wearing thin.
In time it would be nice before the clock ticks that final tick and there is nothing left but what I missed.
For that chance to come where two hearts
feel the same sincere fire in more than just words.
To be touched in a way that makes your whole world shiver
with desire's delight causing you to quiver.
It exists in my mind, but I need something more.
For there are lovers everywhere who must have what I want.
The waiting causes bad choices to be made
rash decisions ~ throwing away a heart for a spade.
It is in these times we compromise ourselves
for that glimpse of hope that it might make us whole.
And yet we know that allowing this
only makes our hearts saddened and heavy.
When my true love happens I hope I will cherish it
for to miss such a pleasureful thing would be tragic.
It would be black and dark; a hole in the bowels of the earth with no light or sign of life.
My candle still has a long time to burn
but who can be certain when that flame will be extinguished.
An angel I have who keeps me feeling loved
but cannot hold me right now in real life
stays steadfast in my heart and especially in my mind.
One day he will be the wind beneath my
paper wings allowing me to soar as I should always.
His love is most precious and dear to my soul
for vast expanses lie between us.
One nor the other can know what will be but the hope of one day shall always keep us free.
My heart is feeling heavy today
the very reason for this spilling of my inner rantings.
My love is real, my heart is fragile
my mind plays havoc upon me.
When everything is said and done for all the wishes, the wants of one
may you always know that I mean what I say.I don't say things lightly sometimes
for literal am I most certain.
