Anxiously anticipating the unexpected release.
Wondering if it will be as it seems.
Feeling an incredible urge to bolt and run.
Knowing I must wait because I might come undone.
Will waiting cause a loss of nerve?
Will the frenzy building cause me to swerve?
Seems so different to feel this way.
Wonder what made it be so different this day?
Starting to come into my own.
Learning that life is better than I have ever known.
You just have to believe that you have a purpose.
That for someone, somewhere you have an incredible worth.
It has always been hard to accept that good things are deserved.
When they come along often times I throw them a curve.
Getting better with each passing moment.
One of these days ...
I
will learn to
be incredibly appreciative
of who I am becoming.
ME!
