BADKITTEN's blog: "My Poems"

Not talking, 

Not listening,

Just staring in space.

Not looking,

Not hideing,

Just sitting here in place.

Not caring,

Not crying,

Just thinking about you.

Not eating,

Not sleeping,

Where i could be dreaming of you.

Not hoping,

Not wishing,

Just to see you.

Not wanting to live,

Not wanting to be here,

Without you by my side.

But here I stand all alone,

in my mind.

confused,

and beaten on the inside.

Scared of being alone,

All my life.

Scared I wont be,

With you when i die.