What Do I Do?
Pondering on the past which haunts me every day
Old habits died off and I gained anew
A friend I turned away from is callin me near
My mind is full it's hard to hear
My forgotten friend is drawing closer
What do I do?
This friend was close we got along well
There was peace and my mind was at ease
Not a care in the world we owned it true
Something gave way and all was lost
I opened my eyes and my friend was gone
What is there to do?
This friend I speak of is not like any other
Always there for me, never turned away from me
I can hear the calling in the distance
but to go there I would have to leave this new life
So confusing, what do I do?
The time has come, but I need more
I like it here now, I am almost complete
But I feel my friend drawing even closer
My Friend who is my loneliness
What do I do?
To go back means to be completely alone
With no one but me and my friend
No social life once again
no people to help
What Do I do?