PrettyGurl4u's blog: "things that are on my mind"

SO WE FINALLY TALKED ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS, BUT YET I STILL HAVE MIXED EMOTIONS ABOUT YOU & ABOUT WHAT WE ARE & SUCH IT REALLY SUX B/C I THOUGHT BY NOW THINGS WOULD BE MORE CLEAR APPARENTLY I WAS MISTAKEN NOW THERE'S JUST ONE ? THAT'S STUCK ON MY MIND & THAT IS WHAT SHOULD I THINK OR FEEL NOW? A PART OF ME THINKS THAT I SHOULD SEE HOW THINGS GO, BUT ANOTHER PART OF ME ISN'T SURE OF WHAT TO THINK/FEEL SO THAT'S WHAT MAKES IT SO HARD TO CHOOSE WHAT TO DO WHY THINGS HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATED THAT I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND! IF ONLY.....