Thoughts of death
Something you don't understand
something I know all too well
the feeling of loneliness that takes over
the pain overwhelming, and never ending
Feeling as though you don't fit in
and that Trying to do so is a waste
no one understands you
so why bother to explain
Wanting it all to be over
all the pretending
all the lies
Tired of living life the way others want you too
Tired of living period
Two choices
Continual suffering or
Much needed relief
Why prolong the suffering when for the first time
you can be happy and free from pain
right or wrong its what some choose
Its not taking the easy way out
there's nothing easy about it
So many ways out
Which one to choose
Not wanting to hurt others
But tired of hurting yourself
