Umm, well for all my true freinds out there peace out, Jessie no matter what you may of heard I do know the truth cause we talked and you were honest to me I have nothing more then peace and love for you my brother... A lot has happened in the past couple of months, I blew up at the misses said some things I probably shouldn't have said, never did anything physical.. but the judge bought her story and she has the kids, I voluntarily moved out of the apt. for the kids. I had a comfort freind that happened to be a girl for a little while, she probably read more into things than I am ready to give to anybody for right know.
The little misses has been dissasembling the truth about me to freinds that we both have. Through all this mess I am so trying to stop loving the little missses, and yet I still love her, I am starting counseling in a couple of weeks and trying to get an apt. in a few.
The hugest thing is at least I got to see the twins all day yesterday, and I totally think it was one of the funnest days I have ever had with the kids, I truely hope & pray to see my oldest boy soon yet legally speeking I don't realy have any ties for the kid I have loved and raised for like the last 6 and 1/2 years.
