pray for me and never let your thoughts lead to pity ... to pity me is to forsake me and show that your mind is uncontrollably sheltered ... to see the difference between showing you care and just flatly saying your not worth my time . these times so hard that we may very well be pitied by the entire world . i turn my back to those who do for my strength is my own and i do not pity myself so why would i allow others to do so .... i will spread my truth to those who have crossed my path ... forcing my feet to take me far and wide to allow the ripple effect that i call change .... with the angels flying shotgun fixated on protecting me from mischief ... and the demons hiding in the shadows . the taint of corruption reaching out and choking the points of our chakra. like a needle used for acupuncture i walk through fumes and in my wake the flowers rise.. supporters of the phoenix have risen and follow in my burning wake . i do this for my love and i shall find you in the darkness. i will seek you out and pull you from the corruption . to hoist you up on my shoulders allowing you to breathe and truly destress .these are my emotions my feelings .this is who i am . basic aspects thrown into one calming shadow and mixed with grains of the earth to bolster my resolve . this body of light and darkness seeking to drop the pendulum . tict tock tick tock shattered noise in the influentious miracle that i strive to bring