I am SO fucking tired of the BULL SHIT. The idiot I'm married to went out and spent every last dime he had on a fucking paintball gun and he KNOWS i dont get paid til the 16th. You know... his 39 years old. he should fucking be more responsible, but if I say so I'm the bad guy, I'm the bitch. What do I do now if I run out of stuff for the baby? I am so tired of pawning shit, borrowing money , just because he wants to think of himself. I've had it, he says one more thing. I'm gone. I'm working myself into an early grave for fucking nothing.
