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Ok so WTH....
First of all there is Billy, the boy is freaking bipolar... when he is sober it's "there will never be a woman like you mama" then when he is drunk which is more often than not he just wants to run the roads and get with what ever chick will take him... and im nothing... lmao he still says he loves me but doesnt want to be with me again all when he is drunk!!! sober im the best thing to him and he knows he messed up.....
Well he tells me last weekend that he wanted to take me to dinner and a movie.... wow a real date after back and forth for two yrs... normally we bbq at the house and drink or go to the bar.... but a real date HE said he wanted.... so all week we talked about this date... i did not let my self get excited untill the morning of when we were still talking about going that night.... well 530 came i got off work came home and got dolled up.... 630 he tells me he is working on a friends truck... so i txt asking how much longer did he think it would be....after no response for an hour.... I knew what was going on....
So, did i sit around the house after taking all that time to look good....HELL NO! I went out had a pretty good night till I came home... at this point I need to mention that Billy lives across the street from me...which is very hard on me to see my Ex everyday! with that being said... when I came home I saw him all over this girl against his truck... now mind you i am not an aggresive person normally but everyone has a breaking point and I found mine that night.... I went the fuck off on him!!!
so yeah im pissed but over him for sure after all this time finally!
Now there is EJ who is my ex husband... tells me he misses me and still loves me now even though I wasnt as hung up over him like i am with billy I still care about him of course... after weeks of begging for me to have lunch with him i finally agreed to do so today and guess what... he cancelled.... WTF and he doesnt want me to be pissed.... are you freaking kidding me!!!
What is it that attracts these losers to me? im a loser magnet i swear!
