DarkDragoon86's blog: "Personal....my opinion and views and feelings"

We "run" to find somthing wetheir its something simple like an item we left behind that we forgot about but nomatter how big or how expensive if it has centamental value to us we can not leave it behind. This finds its way in my heart with past relationships nomatter how bad it ended or how wrong the terms are even how long ago it was I have to worry about them thats both girlfriends and just friends. I tend to have a really kind heart and soul so most people walk all over it lke a rug that noone ever pays any attention to. Im starting to throw away the true me and replacing it with some world hating asshole. I have thoughts about doing this and of how simple it would be but I the end i would endup looseing everything and everyone that i care most about. The one person that i thought was accepting me for me turned out to be nothing more than false hope.I have many friends of both sexes the ones that i have made in the last year have proven to be both good and badon the whole aspect of my personalaty, most of the male sex wants me to change so does some of the female sex but they dont come right out and say it the act it and as for the rest (well most anyways) could give a shit less what i do or who i am. The few that do care are too involved in their own lives (i dont blame them) and problems to be able to say or do anything to help. There are a select few who (when they can) lend a hand or an ear to help me better myself. There is one who helps me above most but she is taken and most likly will stay that way for a very long time this goes for another as well.Well I will continue my journey the best i can and will hope that there is one person that will accept and allow me to be me! YOUR FRIEND David p.s. any comments are welcome

How can people determine what love is? the truth is noone can truly give someone else the definition because of the fact its different for everyone. in life people make decisions regarding love fro example when a relationship turns from loving to abusive one of the other doesn't leave because of the fact that they love the other even if it means getting the shit beat out of them in the physical or mental effect. In their minds that person that they fell in love with is still in there underneath the hate the anger no matter what, to them, they will not give up on love even in the darkness of what once was beautiful. I want to take a second to tell you what i think love is or what it should be so if you would be so kind as to listen to these words that im about to write let me know your definition to the word and motion called love. What i believe to be love is the feeling of being whole whilst around that person feeling like my imperfections are not flaws anymore but are adornments by the other person.When they are not around you fell like you have lost a piece of you that cant be replaced and you cant stop thinking about them no matter what is going on.Knowing that when you lay with them that they are all yours an nobody elses. Being able to look each other in the eyes when times get rough and say with the utmost confidence that everything is going to be okay and knowing that it wont but feeling deep down and believing that it will as long as you are together. When you are together nothing can tear you apart . Well that's as far as im going cause if i don't i will hit bad experiences that should stay where they are well i hope to hear your definitions later